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Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
Dumbest selfie but it's the most decent one. I sewed the patches on the jacket myself and I might share a full picture of it, might not. I don't know what I'm doing with the makeup. I'm twenty-five now and I've never really experimented with makeup fully. I'm trying more now because for my birthday last week someone actually purchased the Ozzy Osbourne and Def Leppard makeup. Somehow I managed to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know who I was before. I couldn't find my feet before and I can't seem to find them now. I know the stories, the steps and instructions but not for me. I may never know these for me. They say PTSD is flashbacks but it's wondering who you are, what your hands do, what they've done, the paranoia from sounds, smells or movements, the feeling of eyes on you, your... » Continue Reading
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I've spent the past several months going over documents, media and entertainment where people have interesting appearances. Ranging from the scars of the unknown prisoners in photographs from WW2 to the technologically beautiful prosthetics in sci-fi and cyberpunk related media. Even the beautiful done makeup from alternate creators such as Jake Munro or the Norse mythology artists on social media... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I can’t remember if I practiced guitar but it’s out so I must’ve at some point. My head has lessened greatly but I’m still stressed so it’s still tapping at the walls of my skull. I still feel like something is missing. I need more body mods and I need to keep shifting my body type. I need to stay awake. I shaved the sides of my head, it’s dyed magenta on the sides; one side has lines shaved in an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Asking myself that. I feel awake and the last few months are a blur. Fuzzy TV screen. Can’t remember when my phone broke but it’s broken. Got another year maybe two before it calls it quits for good. No pictures, no new items, etc. I wonder if I can still get my hair done this week. I don’t usually have my hair this long as it’s heavy. It’s soft and smooth like my Nana’s but the heaviness and thic... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I realise I’m playing a dangerous game if I keep doing what I’m doing. I don’t wanna go into the funny farm after all. I got my resources, got my options and I already know who’s gonna support me unconditionally no matter what I do. I started picking up a bit more. My brain is “when the time is right” but the time will never be right. The time is now, bitches. My sister is meant to be coming down... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It’s weird. It’s as if there’s a man standing behind me yelling so many questions and he’s in such distress, wondering what I’m doing. I don’t know how to answer him when I don’t even have the answers myself. He’s a small part of the heaviness that’s sat on my shoulders. I don’t know if the confused and questioning thoughts are part of the negative. I’m not sure who’s holding the positive but he’s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
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Category: Life
I’m childfree. It’s not usually something I focus on heavily as many people I met are pretty chill with it. “Do you want kids?” “Nah, not for me” and subject moving on, barely a why. People just accept it. Mostly. Lately I’ve noticed a weird rise in people obsessing over kids. I guess it’s because I’ve gotten older and people within my age range are having children. Some do not want to back off. ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I’m excited. Struggling though. I’m thinking of running around as Ghost Face but also hesitating because I might be too fat for that. I don’t really have any other ideas either but I’m sure I’ll find some somewhere. Maybe I’ll even just get a shirt that says “this is my costume”. Original right? I got some plans to hopefully go to the funfair in our costumes. We haven’t done it in a while cause w... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I’ve been pretty excited over the hair styling sessions to come. I’ve thought up a couple of ideas, I’ve looked at videos from verified hair dressers. I still don’t know how I’ll get used to holding the scissors because you don’t hold them like you do with regular scissors. You gotta wear them on your ring finger and you’ll be cutting your knuckles open. A lot. Dying by brush? No clue, I seem to w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I used to hate how angry I’ve been; now I’m just accepting that it’s something about me. The sentence doesn’t make sense, huh. Parvus is nearly six months old. He’s not the brightest but he’s definitely happy here. He’s huge too. Nearly the size of a regular cat but is continuing to grow. Been told that I may have to purchase a dog ha » Continue Reading
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