BEING THE BEST IS NOT THE POINT

I HATE THAT I AM SO BAD AT SO MANY THINGS!!!

but also I am paying THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS for my school to TEACH ME HOW TO BE BETTER AT SAID THINGS SO I HAVE TO GIVE MYSELF GRACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE UGHHHHHH

IT ALSO DOESN'T HELP THAT MY PEERS ARE SO HYPERCOMPETITIVE AND THEY ALL HAVE EGOS THE SIZE OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTER

I just need to do my best. I'm already in the program! i just have to put effort in and good will come out. i mean I'm doing pretty okay in my dance class! progressing well

even though I'm in the lower level dance class

sigh