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Category: Blogging
It's usually when I don't follow my own intuition or worse, follow the advice of others about myself and how I should move is when things become stagnant or disastrous for me. I'm a pretty decisive person nowadays and I don't endlessly second guess my decisions. This isn't to say I don't go to friends for advice or reflect if I make a bad choice. There are exceptions to the rule and I am an adapt... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I have been working. I have a schedule. I sleep on time now. The issue with the first part is that this work has been way too all over the place, I make so many commitments to myself and I overwork myself getting small things done here and there because I think that's productivity. It's not, I have to stop kidding myself and finish what I said I would at least 2 weeks ago; to completion. I rebuke ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
It is my rest day, RDLs are no joke. I think I'll still cycle for a little bit today but it'll be at a snail's pace. The last time I went harder than usual and cycled 10 miles in 37 minutes and it's like girl what are you training for ??? Nothing really, but it was cool to see the comparison from last month's time at 44 minutes. If I can get that time down to 35-30 minutes that would be awesome. B... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
swoooooon. siiiiiiigh. swoooooon. sigh. You always leave me hanging, I guess I don't mind if I'm hanging around you but I don't mind :3 » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
And to think I almost psyched myself out of it. I did it anyway because I knew that it was possible it would be the only chance I had to tell this someone how I felt. In the way I wanted, which I hope was fun for him. Aaagh gosh I'm still swooning. Pfft anyway, that was it. I wasn't afraid of rejection because I just wanted to tell him, that was all. I guess the silly parts of me would have loved ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I'm still excited about it too, what I think I was able to pull off. I'm really happy I was able to tell him I believe in him. What I learned from this experience is that the person I like is so shy, but it makes him so handsome and mysterious too. I feel like he doesn't even know he is a hunk!!! It's been a while since but I am so happy he did it, he just doesn't know how happy it really made me... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
On my morning walk, I noticed that the birds were acting particularly interesting. For a couple of moments I'd stop to see what they would do if I just watched them. They would watch me of course, but I noticed they kept a closer than normal distance. It surprised me a little and I thought I was just making it up in my head. However, a trio of birds in my path hopped around and observed me watchin... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHBWvhUgvvU finding good music I mean. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Whether you were there or not, I shouldn't have been so mean. It took me way too long to say this. I don't want to hurt you and never have. Knowing I did has brought me so much pain that I'm struggling to stomach it. I don't want you to relive your past because you aren't defined by it. I can't believe I turned into the monster I hate the most in front of someone who I feel so seen by. I'm sorry. » Continue Reading
Category: Travel and Places
It's not as warm as I would like it to be but I know April weather mood swings just come with the territory of living in my state. Where I know I'll get a lot of sun is in Florida in like 2ish weeks so that'll be fun. I'm gonna be at Universal Studios which I have found out doesn't have the Mario theme park I DESPERATELY wanted to go experience. It's in Hollywood instead--WOE. IS. MEEE. I may not... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I woke up earlier than I expected today which is such a great thing. I did some stretches and did 3x25 RDLs with a 40lb kettlebell that I just have lying around in my room. I use it to punish myself (lovingly) whenever I get distracted from my work or I use it when I need to exert some restless energy. Speaking of, I'm really glad I bought a ball chair instead of a normal office chair because it r... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I think that living is an incredible thing. It's obvious and I think I feel that way especially now. Today is the day I realized I don't have to know everything, all I need to know is what I know already. That inner guidance has never set me more ablaze. I feel myself changing in real time. Per usual, there's always something fun to do. » Continue Reading
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