An addendum to pride

And to think I almost psyched myself out of it. I did it anyway because I knew that it was possible it would be the only chance I had to tell this someone how I felt. In the way I wanted, which I hope was fun for him. Aaagh gosh I'm still swooning.

Pfft anyway, that was it. I wasn't afraid of rejection because I just wanted to tell him, that was all. I guess the silly parts of me would have loved to see his reaction when everything came together in the end. He is such a nerd I could imagine his fist pumped in the air like 'yeeUS' and smiling that toothy grin of his. It was so fun just to play with him and to see him win.

And now I still can't help but wonder, did he have fun too?