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They're growing a lot longer and pure white!!! I did acrylics once and never again because the guy who took them off said and I quote "Never get them again," and that my nail beds were perfect. I only did it because my mom offered me an appointment with her nail tech. In hindsight the burning on my nail beds from the filing down and chemical sting of the glue should have clued me in that it wasn't... » Continue Reading
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The chuck roast is cooking in it's own delicious fatty juices for TEN WHOLE HOURS. And I am making guacamole fresh of course because there is no other way to enjoy it than homemade. I'm sorry vegan Jesus I said I would change but I gotta eat these tacos in t minus 6 hours. » Continue Reading
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I cannot believe I just cried about something that literally doesn't matter now. This is a sign I just need to get my work done next time and stop digging so deep into the past. At the same time I am so glad I did. I needed to purge whatever wrong think I had in my head about him. I have to remember I have been and can still be retarded. I don't wish for a second chance but if it was my first cha... » Continue Reading
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Your crush hating you because you were being too weird and awkward around them but never knowing for sure OR You making up in your head that your crush hates you when they actually liked you back but distanced themselves because your assumption made them think you didn't like them You cannot kill yourself » Continue Reading
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bitch im eating Im gonna kill myself in a video game » Continue Reading
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I asked someone if there was something greater to our meeting, something 'fated' or 'destined.' He told me no, but that instant spark we both felt was mutual and it was scary for the both of us. I think the fact that we met and there is nothing tying us by fate or fortune just makes this all the more special to me. I wonder what you're thinking. » Continue Reading
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This is highly specific and I know the audience I am reaching reads this blog. I hope the fake insomnia turns real and into paranoid schizophrenia which turns into crippling social anxiety which leads into dissociative disorder and you allow all that shit to fester. Then you take a kitchen knife and take that plunge in search of the wires inside your skin or run outside waving it around your neig... » Continue Reading
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I don't know how to feel about that. It's like I am pretending, I think this whole enlightenment thing has shaped me into someone who doesn't even feel on this same plane of existence as others. I see nothing as a problem and no solution. Either it is or isn't, I don't always like what I see but at the same time it doesn't matter. Nothing matters. All of the meanings we apply to the events of our ... » Continue Reading
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if you can't, I won't be saving you. » Continue Reading
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never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever... » Continue Reading
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I miss you sometimes. Don't ask me why but I do. We weren't made to last, but I think the most beautiful part about what you showed me was that I didn't need you or anyone. This might not be the last time you cross my mind but I also remember that I released you. So, goodbye again. » Continue Reading
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I can't stand it. Right now I have nothing but love for all, which is now expressing itself in a way which could be described as contempt and anger for what we have noticed, realized, connected the dots on, and refuse to talk about. I'm fine with letting those who want to be trapped here to be trapped. This world was made for me, in my image in fact, but the structures built from curses spanning g... » Continue Reading
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