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i'm so tired dude. it's about 3pm and i just got home from school a bit ago. anyways things haven't been too bad. tomorrow is the beginning of thanksgiving break, and i go back to school next monday. i hate breaks honestly - it always fucks with my schedule and my eating and sleep habits, but it's whatever. also it's not like i celebrate anything, so i just kind of rot at home the entire time... i... » Continue Reading
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man how do people do this shit bru. i hate being in high school it just. i know how to do the work but my time management is ass so i never get my damn assignments done on time. i'm thinking about quitting my extracurricular choir honestly and focusing on school before anything else. like i try my hardest to maintain school and the rest of my life equally but it's hard because friendships and rela... » Continue Reading
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it's 9:05pm. this week's been ok so far. nothing special tbh. apparently my friend g and her boyfriend are trying to set me up with the guy i met on halloween. which is sweet of them, but like?? i don't know what to think. he spent lunch with me today though and we chatted a bit so that was cool. we're always watching movies in my advisory instead of doing the surveys and school videos we're suppo... » Continue Reading
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it's about 9:30pm. i'm in bed a little late tonight. today really sucked but honestly also was pretty chill?? idk. i got into an argument with my mom and she kicked me out for the day. but i went into town and had a gyro for lunch and walked around the farmers market. i got some nice photos of the city and some ducks i found. and after that i visited the bookstore and got a copy of helter skelter... » Continue Reading
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it is almost 5:30 pm and i am very tired. this week has been mostly boring and i have done almost nothing of value with my time besides homework. at least i am doing okay in my classes. i have a memorial to go to tomorrow afternoon. it is for the same person that died last month. the choir was asked to sing a song he liked. on the happier side of things lately, i have made a few new friends! ther... » Continue Reading
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i know i've just been super negative lately but i've been having quite a rough go of it . i spent my weekend almost completely alone. nobody texted me, nobody called me. i never have any real conversations with people unless i text them first. the one person i've always been able to go to basically disreg » Continue Reading
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it's 1:20pm. we have half school days this week for conferences, so i got off about 4 hours early. i ended up meeting r, the friend that took me to homecoming, and we're hanging out doing homework at my house. well, i'm doing homework. he's replaying fallout 4 for the thousandth time. the way that half days with at my school, we only go to three classes each day - on monday and wednesday, we go to... » Continue Reading
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it is 4:52 pm and i am TWEAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i decided against my better judgement to try and hang out with j. my thoughts are that we go walk around the local abandoned brewery and chat. but i am legitimately so nervous to ask him. i keep thinking way too hard about how to talk to him and it's AWFUL! i asked if he has any plans and now i'm honestly kinda worried that he thinks i'm weeeiirddd... » Continue Reading
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it is 11:49 pm, and things are going pretty great honestly! yesterday was our homecoming game, which i went to with some friends. our school lost but whatever! lol we won last year so it balances out i guess. today, however, was the dance! it was amazing! i went with my good friend r, who got us a chauffeur and dinner. i think i danced for about 2 hours straight. they had a great dj; he played fe!... » Continue Reading
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i have wanted more from my life for more time than i have been happy with it. i guess the clearest example for me would be my relationship with love and romance.. i always have wanted to love another person and for them to love me. it comes far too easily to me and not enough to those i love. maybe it's because there's something wrong with me; i seek out people that just don't care about me all t... » Continue Reading
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it is about 5pm right now. this week has been fairly stressful so far... i thought maybe things with j would be alright, and even start going better again, but he has decided to ask out another girl. i am quite disappointed. i do feel a bit like he lead me on. i mean, he's been texting me and being extra sweet, but i suppose that is how things go with guys. i may have been too invested too soon. a... » Continue Reading
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it's quite literally midnight as i write this and i'm not going to lie, this week was terrible. it didn't start like that. i was tired but not much else. i was asked out by that guy in my english class, who i will nickname 'j.' went on a field trip to see how they process salmon at the nisqually reservation. the concert on wednesday went well. despite only having a month to prepare, i'm proud of o... » Continue Reading
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