october 28 2024

it's 1:20pm. we have half school days this week for conferences, so i got off about 4 hours early. i ended up meeting r, the friend that took me to homecoming, and we're hanging out doing homework at my house. well, i'm doing homework. he's replaying fallout 4 for the thousandth time.

the way that half days with at my school, we only go to three classes each day - on monday and wednesday, we go to first, second, and third period. on tuesday and thursday, fourth, fifth, and sixth. and on fridays we have all our classes. we have a ton of weird schedules. i kinda hate it honestly.

anyways, i get to see j first thing in the morning tomorrow. i'm kinda looking forward to it, kinda not. he didn't give much of a clear answer when i asked him out. kinda just brushed it off. he sent some photos of the brewery that i wanted to go to. maybe he just isn't interested? but he could honestly just say that... ugh. whatever.

anyways, homework is going pretty good. i'm just taking a break right now. we made lunch and ate a little bit ago, but i might make myself a coffee or something.

i have ideas for one of the rooms in the house. it's technically my dad's bedroom but we kicked him out, so i turned it into another room for myself. right now i have a couch and some shelves with my crafting supplies - sewing machine, fabric, paint and canvases, etc. but i'm probably gonna get a small tv and move our xbox up so i have a place to hang out with my friends.

i might get some sewing projects done when r leaves. i don't have anything special i'm working on.. just some small alterations and fixes to do. i haven't made much lately, which i regret.

i'm gonna get back to working now :3

update. 9:30 pm now. i finished my work and we got a ride to the park around the brewery from my mom.

we walked around for a while and then started looking for a way into the place. found an opening in the fence around the main buildings. i honestly kinda pussied out because i thought i saw a cop car in the area, but we're probably gonna go back at a later date. maybe over this weekend? i don't know. hopefully i get to go in though!! wish me luck :) i'm really nervous but excited.