november 26 2024

i'm so tired dude. it's about 3pm and i just got home from school a bit ago.

anyways things haven't been too bad. tomorrow is the beginning of thanksgiving break, and i go back to school next monday. i hate breaks honestly - it always fucks with my schedule and my eating and sleep habits, but it's whatever. also it's not like i celebrate anything, so i just kind of rot at home the entire time...

i also got sick recently. i think it's a sinus infection, because i get one around this time every year, and because it's only my nose that hurts. i hope it goes away soon. i hate being sick.

i've recently gotten back into sewing and painting... right now i'm making a little denim skirt and painting on a pair of old shorts for summer. i'm also planning on getting a bleach pen and making patches and shirts for some bands i like.

my day today at school was also pretty good. we have been watching forrest gump in my fifth period and we finished that today. my second period was also pretty good - the teacher brought his grills and we made pancakes and sausage and stuff and ate. it was great but the entire courtyard smelled like a butcher shop for the day. and choir has been going pretty well. we're just about prepared for our winter concert, which i'm super excited for! 

also, we remember j, yes? i found out from our mutual friend, k, that he's actually a fuckboy and a huge weirdo. apparently j texted her just to tell her how he's sooo into her best friend, e, and giving like... really graphic details about what he wants to do to e. honestly what the fuck??? that's so weird and uncomfortable, dude. like that's shit you keep to yourself...

i think i'm probably going to stop talking to guys for a while... every time i get romantically interested in one he turns out to be one of the worst people i've ever met.