october 17 2024

i have wanted more from my life for more time than i have been happy with it.

i guess the clearest example for me would be my relationship with love and romance.. i always have wanted to love another person and for them to love me. it comes far too easily to me and not enough to those i love. 

maybe it's because there's something wrong with me; i seek out people that just don't care about me all that much. isn't it a shame to waste the love you could give to someone who wants it?