october 25 2024

it is 4:52 pm and i am TWEAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i decided against my better judgement to try and hang out with j. my thoughts are that we go walk around the local abandoned brewery and chat. but i am legitimately so nervous to ask him. i keep thinking way too hard about how to talk to him and it's AWFUL! i asked if he has any plans and now i'm honestly kinda worried that he thinks i'm weeeiirddd...

anyways the rest of this week's been pretty standard. just talking with my friends, school, homework. i had to stay after class yesterday to do a few tests lol. basically on wednesday i skipped a class and missed a quiz. i got a 9/10 on it, though, which is pretty good for not studying whatsoever!! this is dangerous because i'm kinda skating on tests and quizzes in most of my classes. i need to improve my work ethic y'all.

apparently covid has been making the rounds again. really hoping i don't catch it this year. i had it a few times in 2021/22 and it suckedddd. oh and hopefully it doesn't spread too much.

also, i went out during lunch today with my friends as usual and we tried the new monster flavor. guava something. it's basically like the white one but with a kind of weird aftertaste. i don't know man.

i might just go to the brewery with someone else if he doesn't want to.. i would ideally just go alone but safety in numbers and all.

anyways i still have stuff to do for the day. goodbye!