october 16 2024

it is about 5pm right now. this week has been fairly stressful so far...

i thought maybe things with j would be alright, and even start going better again, but he has decided to ask out another girl. i am quite disappointed. i do feel a bit like he lead me on. i mean, he's been texting me and being extra sweet, but i suppose that is how things go with guys. i may have been too invested too soon.

also, i have done pretty badly in chemistry as of late. the teacher grades quite aggressively, and i am not as interested in chemistry as i used to be, so it just is not going very well.

in better news, we have started learning the three songs for our next concert! i already know one of them [which is called wayfaring stranger, and is very beautiful], but the other two are new to me. one is called betelehemu, and it is nigerian! the other is mary sat a-rockin', which is now stuck in my head. i am a soprano for all three as i Can Not Stand singing alto. it is usually very boring, and i find myself picking up the high parts and melody almost every time.

i have also decided to begin drawing my friends! i may post the drawings on my instagram if i have permission to do so.. i am quite proud of my ability to draw people! i stopped drawing for a long time and have only picked it up again recently, so i feel that i am very good at it considering that fact.

we had to write character analyses for my english class... i am not good at that unless it is a character i really like, which is very frustrating. i hope i can improve my work ethic this year.

i have to eat dinner now. goodbye!