So, I'm a few days late talking about this here (lol i'm so inactive #pain) but Dan and Phil had just come out as a couple and has been for the last 16 years, which is CRAZY! I hate how many people just goes "umm, i thought we already know that" or insert any dumb "obvious" meme. Like, the whole point of the video was to show how people assuming their relationship literally affected them negativel... » Continue Reading
If you're in the BTS fandom, you'd know the current issue with the boycott and speaking up about Palestine. How come do we have to tell them? How come the people that made music and messages about speaking up, about criticizing the government, about life and death are not doing what they preached in their music? Why are they so happy and chill showing off what they're doing like a holiday when we'... » Continue Reading
This year has been lots of disappointing stuffs, from our bad experience with our "AI loving gooner" lecturer to the rigged driving test, genocide/war/natural disasters/global warming happening everywhere and now BTS endorsing in boycotted/problematic brands/people? Can't wait for this year or life to end.. never been so disappointed ugh » Continue Reading
CW : ranting about bad driving class/test So today I had my driving test, and it was imo so unfair. In class. I was taught with an old version of the car to which I have no problem with. However, during the test (for the inside road obstacles) I had to suddenly use the new version of the same brand car that has full different mechanics. The most annoying part is the break and accelerate pedals be... » Continue Reading
so mcr is coming to malaysia, and they decided to start selling tickets in 3 days after announcing?? the concert is next year too.. ugh guess i'm just gonna cry with my music player .(( » Continue Reading
Downloaded the sims to play, expected my laptop to be a whole engine but still spooked me lolz. Currently downloading some cc and mods (rip my storage), now i gotta deal with errors. smh the cost of playing a base game without paying a liver// » Continue Reading
I've been pretty dysphoric and lost in my mind these few days. Like am I too loud? Too annoying even? Does my friends actually like being friends with me or am I being too over-friendly? I know my family will hate the now me, even if they pretend to "love me". I don't even know if life is worth being alive right now. » Continue Reading
I'm so jealous of Dan and Phil's relationship .,[ like most guys in uni are either nepo jerks or loli weirdos, and most locals are just straight up horny dudes who only wants s3x.. ughhh and even if there is a cool looking emo boy, they're probably taken or not queer.. to find online is even harder cuz I'm too awkward for talks, no one is interested or it'll be a discord mod 5x my age looking for ... » Continue Reading
Ugh so many works due this month and I've been procrastinating a loooottt.. Having manic existential crisis is not fun, wish I can just focus on my workz. Wish I had a boyfriend, maybe I wouldn't feel so bored doing these .P » Continue Reading
i've not been so well, it's so confusing being tied between a manic episode of being all energetic and loud yet having suicidal thoughts the next. just yesterday i was enjoying getting into dean's list and all but as soon as i realized none of this will matter to my family who'll not hesitate to kill or kick me for being queer, it's like i go into autopilot and just be so down the whole day. it go... » Continue Reading
Watched Ejen Ali 2 last night with my friends and the movie was amazing. Like wdym we got doomed Alilicia and funny yet devastating scenes??? (Also smash ejen rizwan i mean who said that-) To anyone who can watch the movie, GO PLZ I RECOMMEND IT » Continue Reading