between each blog post so much happens i just cant fit them in its like when i write in my diary after an entire week and i cant write abt everything bc of how much has happened first thing this was kinda recent ish idk like 3 or 4 months ago i was in a band (dream career??? and i never wrote abt it????%*^$) basically it was a satire noise metal band (?) called cat piss consisting of 3 members: lu... » Continue Reading
sorki za nieobecnosc☝️😂 IM POSTING FROM MY PHOBE guys im actually gonna die soon its either i got catfished by my love live idol group that im meeting with tomorrow IM SO EXCITED or i off myself or get beaten to death after returning to school next week my idol group is actually the best thing thats ever happened to me im sorry i wont shut up abiut it but i love them sm 🥹 i got sussed off discord... » Continue Reading
it is currently 11:37pm and idk what to do. i didnt do any of the work from the double strikes BYEEEEEEEEEE ill just do the maths work in the morning cuz my teacher is scary and ill tell the other teachers i forgot to bring the work i am actually so fed up of school i get bullied so hard i cant stand it anymore i just want to be treated like a normal human being shut the fuck up i should be gratef... » Continue Reading
this weekend my new backpack came and omfg its so adorable i love it sm but when i took it to school i was so nervous all the time for the past 2 days i felt like vomiting i heard a lot of people make rude comments about it right next to me thinkign i wont hear(??) but i got som e compliments i just realized tht sm has happened over the past few weeks?? ill make separate blogs on some of them i ha... » Continue Reading
i am so done omg. i am so fucking stupid i cannot process anything like a normal human being, react to nything like a normal humna being idk what to do anymore umm anyways guys i dont think ive ever said anything on here before but i also play with silly toy dolls as a silly hobby and post it on tiktik and i wanna post something but idk what im not at school next week so i wanna use that time to m... » Continue Reading
my uncle gave me his electric guitar to learn on for a year but the closest thing to a guitar that i play is ukulele also i was trying to learn a few chords and what the actual fuck some of the finger placements are insane i also also tried to play tabs of we love sweets by hanabie and it doesnt seem to hard idk man i guess i will watch those lessons on youtube later GLEP E body{ background » Continue Reading
a few months ago i used to be able to fry scream but now i just completely forgor i cant do it at all now when i first started learning how to do it i could do a small scream but now i cant even do that anyways my high pitch screams are getting better nd im working on doing low growls cuz i fucking suck at doing them body{ background-image:url(https://64.media.tumblr.com/3019a93f486de0148d96e68f... » Continue Reading
i ordered my full rin cosplay and i can go to my idol group debut yay im supposed to be doing online school but i remembered this website existed and idk i feel like writing anyways i think i should start dressing the way i want to and stop trying to fit in cuz i get bullied for my awkwardness idk im probably neurodivergent idk how to explain everything in one paragraph but i need help i kinda wan... » Continue Reading
guys. i might get kicked out my love live idol group because i cant convince my parents to let me go to our meetups and i cant buy the costume atm BUT i found a listing on depop for the blazer and skirt (were doing uniforms) on depop for £20 and one of the members said theyll let me use their bow. but i still need a wig. long haired wigs on amazon are typically £10-20 and i need a short haired one... » Continue Reading
ive been trying to learn harsh vocals since late 2020 nd i still only know how to false chord n cant project fry screams. probably cuz of the lack of practice. i dont rlly have anywhere to practice tho, the only real time i get is when my parents leave to go on short shopping trips and things like that. but i was 12 when i started learning and i still barely know any techniques!!!?? i just wish i ... » Continue Reading
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