AAAAAH life update :3

How r u guys :3 erm ibe been so inactive

idc if nobody reads these i  oloved writing here. anyways life is so sickening and boring and disguisting and camhs is ghosting me BUT 

i actually kinda have smth going for me ive been recording song covers on bandlab but since my mic is horrid i wont post until new miccc im finally getting better at singing and ive started harsh vocals again. how do u get those super high pitched screams that have like kinda low distortion idk how to describe it i cant achieve it by fry screaming and my false chord still sounds kinda horrid but hey i havent been practicing this past year

ANYWAYSS once i get a little better ill post my cover of the boy who could fly ptv nd we love sweets by hanabie!! idk i might cover a diff hanabie songgg i was thinking like genkai numa life?? oh i really loved envy its easy to sing... also tousou....

ptv tour got announced yesterday and everyone is in shambles. everyone i know is going and me and this one friend vant afford the tickets rnn hhh we r praying that we find cheap tickets in afew months again like last time but now ptv got popular on tiktok again sooo it probably wont happen frick u fake fans !!!!!!!!!!1!!!!1111!

idk what else to write about!! omg my idol stuff i mentioned previously im aiming to debut w a performance as a solo kaigai idol in march

also im failing my gcses