i might get kicked out my idol group life update

guys. i might get kicked out my love live idol group because i cant convince my parents to let me go to our meetups and i cant buy the costume atm BUT i found a listing on depop for the blazer and skirt (were doing uniforms) on depop for £20 and one of the members said theyll let me use their bow. but i still need a wig. long haired wigs on amazon are typically £10-20 and i need a short haired one and its like 15 on aliexpress BYEEEE im the rin btw why are love live cosplays so hard to find

i wanted to learn bass but its so expensive its literally £103 a term for 15 mins a week??? plus i need to rent an instrument??? bye maybe ill convince my parents somehow but we are just middle class immigrants and because of that my parents cant get very high paying jobs but they used to pay the same amount maybe even more for my irish dancing while growing up ill convince them somehow yall

basically i just really need bass lessons and need to figure out the stuff for my idol group lovely x