love live idol group / life update

i ordered my full rin cosplay and i can go to my idol group debut yay

im supposed to be doing online school but i remembered this website existed and idk i feel like writing

anyways i think i should start dressing the way i want to and stop trying to fit in cuz i get bullied for my awkwardness idk im probably neurodivergent

idk how to explain everything in one paragraph but i need help i kinda wanna be a teacher in the future but im so bad at teaching things my friend asked me for a screaming tutorial and so i made one and it was so bad i ended up not sending it to her im so bad at explaining things

i wanna be the frontman of a metalcore band so bad ok thats enough im 1 hour late to submit my school work and im nowhere near finished HELPP Me