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life is actual balls bro. fat stinky fucking balls i HATE doing this shit everyday. i really enjoyed working at the cafe last week but now i have to go back to school. ts made me realise maybe im ok with just dropping out at 16 and working at mcdonalds. no im joking i want to be a doctor. house makes me realise how cool it would be to work as a doctor. as long as nobody throws up on me. the only t... » Continue Reading
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dude music gcse is going to be the end of me. i CANNOT make a song in these shitty music making softwares. bossa nova should be easy enough i thought WRONG like fuck me sideways bro ts hard asl and my music teachers are so bad. just kill me now. i take for granted all the melifluos music that i have. just got to thug it out » Continue Reading
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YES i go straight to bed after school and sleep for 12 hours YES i laugh at everything humanely possible because without it i would spiral into friggin depression yo YES i literally fall in love with anyone who ive been able to hold a relationship with for more than 2 years its like i get to the 2 year mark and i just instantly want to marry them NO i dont study even after stressing over test scor... » Continue Reading
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it is very very difficult to say if i feel depressed or not and its killing me. the loml makes me soooooooooooooo happy but when i go home after school i just start crying sometimes. i keep forgetting everythign that happens to me and its pmo. if i go to therapy how am supposed to talk about anything if i cant remember anything at all. all my memories just seem to melt into one and its so hard to... » Continue Reading
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i lowkey think im on the spectrum and its taking up a lot of my brainspace. i fit a lot of the signs but that just might be my own problem and has nothing to do with autism. if i got diagnosed nothing would change, probably because i dont have autism. anyway next point is that im getting therapy WOO HOO idgaf about the therapy im just happy i get to leave school three hours early. ive spent SO lo... » Continue Reading
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i was too edgy in my last post. i need to focus on the okay things. like how i love cats and losing weight and sunny days and my friends....... i actually want an asteroid to hit the earth omfg im so serious when i say that the world is such a horrible place and that someone should crucify me so that the world can be okay again.......but then again it was never good because weve been torturing peo... » Continue Reading
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i really regret not jumping off the roof of my school. it wouldve been so cool. now im nothing. ive been reduced to a normal person,,,,,i feel lobotomised. tbh i think i just wish there was something wrong with me that could make everyday less repetitive. but the reason i was on the roof was because everything is so repetitive so it makes you think hmmmmmmm.....being mentally ill was the same as h... » Continue Reading
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how would my life be different if i wasnt on twt when i was 13 you really gotta wonder what my life would be like... or how would my life be different if i didnt meet her? actually i know the answer!!! id probably be more depressed and probably wouldve gone on shedtwt anyway. anyway now im a teeny weeny bit more interesting now » Continue Reading
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tonight ive been trying to join random discord servers to socialise but its all shitttt i cannot do this to myself. whats the pooiittntntnttnt. i have no possible way of finding love how hopeless. and theres no point in getting an online gf or bf bc thats cring aaand i want to touch them and admire their face. i feel so alone. i have two friends who are really real. theyre my best friends. i love ... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
that should just be told anyway im actualllyyy here to talk about how much i love the living tombstone. and wintermute. ever since i was 10 my favourite album has been zero one by the living tombstone and its kills me that people only know who they are because of all the fnaf songs like yes theyre absolute bangers but ZERO ONE IS BETTER. and wintermute. the other day i discovered wintermute throug... » Continue Reading
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in period of time when im neutral with my mental health UGH i HATE the words mental health its so woke. anyway when my mind is feeling tranquil and nonchalant theyre like blank periods. everything goes really quickly and i feel like my life has no meaning. i study and indulge in social media because i dont really have the energy to do anything. i would love to cut and starve and shit but everyones... » Continue Reading
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being not mentally ill is sooo boring the only things i have that are fun is social media and thats like it i only have hopes of succeeding in life and theres not much depth to my character. of course thats not really what i want but my hopes are the hopes that my parents have for me. as humans weve confined ourselves to a box and you cant help but wonder if we couldve been doing more that causing... » Continue Reading
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