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Category: Life
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no one would miss me LMAOO
Category: Life
me after i realised today that if nobody would geniunely miss me as a person if i were to die lolz » Continue Reading
dark room
Category: Writing and Poetry
dark room i write this in a dark room tomorrow is my birthday yet i feel hollow i know no one will care no one will celebrate it apart from me and my parents who are probably using it as an excuse to get me out of my room more i wish somebody cared enough enough to wish me happy birthday but it wont happen will it oh well that's life in the end bye » Continue Reading
tired
Category: Writing and Poetry
tired i am tired of living each passing day feels more and more unbearable whenever school starts each night i worry about my future each night i cry about how everyone probably hates me for a number of reasons that are probably correct no wonder i bearly even have friends i just want to feel like how i felt when i was younger when i was four or five, when i had no worrys when i could intergrate m... » Continue Reading
god
Category: Writing and Poetry
each passing night, i still pray to Jesus Christ, despite not going to church ever since i got baptized i consider myself religious my parents are religious, everyone in my village is, why are they all holy whilst i am not why cant i be like them why do i randomly get bursts of energy randomly why do i hyperfixate randomly why do i pray to god, whilst im in tears to fix my broken life each time i... » Continue Reading
femininity
Category: Writing and Poetry
i sometimes ponder what would it have been if i were born a women i don't even know what skin im wearing anymore i question each passing day what i am my parents still think im a strong and eroic male whilst i don't even know am i female am i neither am i still a man i wish i could be feminine, i wish and i wish but it'll never help ill forever be stuck with myself » Continue Reading
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parenthood (tw for abuse)
Category: Writing and Poetry
parenthood i don't even know how i would discribe my family they are creeps, they keep on pressuring me to have a partner, when im not even prepared for that, my father especially, he watches porn secretly, i ke » Continue Reading
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whore (HUGE tw for grooming)
Category: Writing and Poetry
as im writing this, its 2 am in the morning, my room is a mess, trash everywhere and as i write this, i begin to wonder » Continue Reading
friendship
Category: Writing and Poetry
ive always struggled with making friends, in kindergarden i would sit alone, watching the other kids playing, i was always the black sheep and i still am so i drifted to other alternatives, but even then it didn't work i was expolited, i became a whore a whore that people would mistreat then love knowing that they'll always be there for you even now as im writing this ive sacrificed enough of my l... » Continue Reading
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desperation
Category: Writing and Poetry
ive always felt desperate, desperate to make friends, desperate to feel loved by somebody, so desperate infact, i let people mistreat me, i would let a pack of wolfs bite and tear my skin apart if it meant their cubs would love my skin, or they would find me tasty so desperate, i begin caring too much i worry about things that will never be real, i worry about people that probably dont even think... » Continue Reading
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mistreatment
Category: Writing and Poetry
mistreatment through my life, ive been mistreated by almost everyone, in kindergarden, i would feel out of place, i was desperate for love,my parents couldn't give me enough attention, they were too busy with work » Continue Reading
dog love (a poem)
Category: Books and Stories
i love like a dog, my tails begins shaking when you give me any once of affection i follow around, waiting for more of that affection that i give back. i let people treat me like a dog, you could tell me how a worthless peace of shit i am and hit me with a broom, and i will still love you, thre » Continue Reading