tired

tired

i am tired of living

each passing day feels more and more unbearable whenever school starts

each night i worry about my future

each night i cry about how everyone probably hates me for a number of reasons that are probably correct

no wonder i bearly even have friends

i just want to feel like how i felt when i was younger

when i was four or five, when i had no worrys

when i could intergrate myself more into society

who would geniunely miss me now?

im a horrible person

im a horrible best friend

im a horrible student

im a horrible child

i wish that when i die, everyone moves on fast enough so that they can forget who i was and maybe find something better in their lifes, i hope that all the people i love will be okay