friendship

ive always struggled with making friends,

in kindergarden i would sit alone,

watching the other kids playing,

i was always the black sheep and i still am

so i drifted to other alternatives,

but even then it didn't work

i was expolited,

i became a whore

a whore that people would mistreat then love

knowing that they'll always be there for you

even now as im writing this

ive sacrificed enough of my life,

ive fucked up my sleep shedule this summer,

i love like a dog, i cannot control it

im sorry for being an nuissance,

im sorry for not leaving you alone

im sorry for everything