Every night I'm like "okay tomorrow I'm actually gonna do stuff cuz I never do stuff" and then tomorrow comes and I don't do stuff. It's really annoying too cuz I have so much free time and so much to do so I start to feel really bad that I waste so much time. I'm still looking for jobs rn so all I ever do is stay at home or go work out at the studio. But like I get so overwhelmed by everything li... » Continue Reading
MASSIVE TW imagery of cartoonish gore and explicit discussion of pedophilia and grooming. This song is actually so healing and inspiring! It's all I've been thinking about these past few days and it came out at a really convenient time because my birthday is usually a big reminder of what I've been through so it's hard for me emotionally. Here's the drawings I made! (That is actual w » Continue Reading
MASSIVE TW explicit/graphic lyrics with topics of pedophilia, rape, violence, and murder *speaking* HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! Hi Richard!~ Remember me? I'm gonna be making a stop to your place in about... 5 or 10 minutes. Sooo... I thought I'd warn you, HA! You'd better start running. *singing* Said you want a girl "young and erratic" But ya don't like it when she's "dramatic" Everything » Continue Reading
TW discussion of grooming and pedophilia Idk if anyone else whose gone through similar stuff feels the same way, I kinda have this very strange disconnect with my own age now. I don't feel very strongly about having birthdays anymore, I don't hate it or anything but I'm not like excited at the idea. I'm 19 now ig, ever since like my 16th they've felt really weird. I just always get faced with the ... » Continue Reading
YOU'RE SUPER COOL AND ILY AND A SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO PPL WHO WERE THE ONLY ONES AT THEIR THEATRE WHO DRESSED UP NEVER FEEL EMBARRASSED FOR BEING THE COOLEST ONES THERE YOU'RE AWESOME AND YOU LOOK GREAT AND ILYSM » Continue Reading
I wanted to go out in cosplay today and have some fun but I woke up with FOOD POISONING! This is lame asf idek what got me sick but I feel awful and I can't get myself to eat. I've never had food poisoning before I guess my time was due :/ » Continue Reading
Had my first class after testing into L2 today. Usually in L1 it takes like a full day til I start feeling sore, now I'm fully feeling it and it's only been a few hours lol. AND THE MOVES ARE SCARYYYY LMAO! Like I already had a hard time training my brain to be okay being upside down while I was close to the ground and now there's even more complex moves that turn you upside down and you have to c... » Continue Reading
⚠️TW⚠️ noose imagery Messed around with the new markers again, I'm still trying to get used to how far they bleed so I make less mistakes. I also had a harder time shading cuz the pose came completely from my mind this time so I didn't have a reference for where I should shade. Currently fighting the part of my perfectionist brain that hates when I'm not immediately perfect at things even when I ... » Continue Reading
I got this HUGE pack of markers bc I wanted to try something new while I'm teaching myself to draw. I've always exclusively drawn with pencils in the past so it didn't come out as clean as I would've liked but I'm gonna learn to be better with the markers I like them a lot. I also never focused on shading until like the past month that I've picked drawing back up so it's a bit rough lol. The marke... » Continue Reading
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I tested at the end of my class today and the instructor said I was very good I'm so excited! I actually wasn't even intending to try today bc I still felt like I wasn't good enough but ig that's just my perfectionism cuz she said I was plenty qualified. I'm glad I can move forward cuz I was starting to get to the point where I was frequently in classes with complete beginner... » Continue Reading
I LOVE CHUUYA NAKAHARA SOOOOOOO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'd been planning for a while to rewatch the whole thing in preparation for season 5 but my mom said that she was interested in it so I delayed watching it until she was ready and we've been watching it together. I think she's liking it so far which is awesome! It's been a while since I've introduced her to an anime since we've been so busy ... » Continue Reading