why does life itself hate me so muchm daty after day Im getting thrown shit left and right. The assignment I submitted late because Icouldnt finishit on time because I had no idea how to share it I submitted it late even though I started at 9am how paghetic do Ihave to be? It's a groupwork too sio my partner is going to be affected. FUck fuckfuckuffkc why why am ai I think pikehtthis whoenjnjsvdls... » Continue Reading
like the way that he eases the tension in the room, like the way he works diligently day and night to make sure his loved ones can live comfortably. like the way he is able to share his gentle kindness and love to strangers and treat his children even gentler. I'm like my father in the way that he loves with his whole being, yet runs off the moment he's not given the same reciprocation. Like the w... » Continue Reading
they mean so much to me, and they've saved me from succumbing to the worst urges for years now. Yet, I feel like as every day passes, I feel myself becoming more and more distant from them. We can't meet as often due to our exams, but I feel like with me not sharing interests with them, I don't have a lot to talk about. This was what happened with the friend group from my class. They thought I was... » Continue Reading
but at the cost of that, I am also the embodiment of bitter hate. One moment I can be so gentle and careful of how I treat others. I can nurture them with my kind words and even kinder actions. I can bring light to the room and make someone's day just a little bit better. I can love someone with my entire being, receive it back and share it tenfold yet, the in the blink of an eye somehow, my body ... » Continue Reading
is what I told myself before I tried to bake cookies from a recipe I found online. I was hoping I can try to bake to give to my school friends and hopefully my boyfriend if we all could even see each other. I tried to take the portions and size it down because I didnt want too much cookies the first time (‾◡◝)っ I messed it up. It tasted like shit. I want to crawl into a hole and die. there's next ... » Continue Reading
I mean, even if I do whatever I can to try and be better, I dont think I’ll really truly be fixed or be able to think normal thoughts Instead its things making me hate myself for even thinking about. Yet they’re so extreme that I find comfort in splurging the words from my brain It only happens when I’m really overwhelmed with negative emotions, to the point where i can’t function properly. The ... » Continue Reading
math makes me wanna die lowkey, many things I dont understand in this new topic. Luckily I am a masochist at heart and will see how I can do it in the end :33 !! » Continue Reading
lately Ive been feeling like I cant be helped, that I dint deserve the good things that have happened to me. It feels like I didnt earn it. It sucks that my math test, worth 66% of my grade, is probably something I failed. I thought it was difficult for everyone else but they said it was fine for them...idk. I feel really stupid. Why? I tried to pull myself together to study, and I did. I did stud... » Continue Reading
I love youuuuuuu ilyilyilyilyily I love you i louveyouiloveloveyouloveloveloevou ilyililyilyilyilyilyilyily!!!!!!!! Did I tell you how much I love you today? Stupid red man I lvoe you sososososossosososososososososososossosoossossoosososososososoo much ilyilyily!!!!!!! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) » Continue Reading
I had one involving banban doing weird stuff to me, so ewww idk it still bothers me sometimes. It's still on the back of my mind even though its been I think 5 months since h :c Ive heard ppl say dreams have meanings but what would that dream even mean?? idk its very graaaaaaaa » Continue Reading
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