I’m sleepy T-T Anyways i feel better, still hate myself but I believe that’s never gonna go away. I hate coming up with username ideas but I REALLY wanna change my side tiktok account username because I don’t like it anymore :p I want the username to at least have gemini in it because thats my zodiac sign. My brain decided to chug coffee at PE today and now I REALLY regret doing that (it was in ... » Continue Reading
Were we supposed to know from birth on how to not crossed people’s boundaries or did we learn it in school like how we learned how not to be a snitch or is it just impossible for me to not cross a love one’s boundaries. It seems like everyone I know in real life knows already or at lest learned it in school, I feel stupid and like I deserve to die for what I did. I pore down all my love for them ... » Continue Reading
Warning: Self harm is mentioned! I’m scared that I might be attractive to males only and not women. For all of my life I have never considered being “straight” as I never thought about it (I didn’t even think about whether I was apart of the lgbtq+ community when I was like 8-11) I just assumed because I didn’t felt feelings for a man yet, meant I was only attracted to women. Now I am having fe... » Continue Reading
I need someone to tell me how much they love me, but i need to be able to give that back. I want someone who would understand me and text me all day and night. When i do feel this way about a person, it’s always someone i don’t really know about, it’s like love on first sight and it’s bad. I heard love at first sight is bad and i wanna stop those feelings from intruding and making my life worse.... » Continue Reading
I honestly don't know what I am, I was born a female but now it just doesn't seem right as I don't fit in with the girls. I don't feel like i fit in with the NBs and trans people but i also don't fit in with the people who don't have a gender at all. it's confusing, i feel like i shouldn't have a label but at the same time my body doesn't fit with me. I would be much happy if i just have the male... » Continue Reading
I have a lot in my mind currently. I’m scared to go back to the time when I was 12, that time was horrible as I just started brand new. I was in a new school and everyone knew each other but I was the weird kid who liked Danganronpa (even the kids the “weird kids” like me didn’t care about me) By the time I made friends who were like me they were having problems and it didn’t take until a little ... » Continue Reading
My love life isn’t perfect as i wished it to be, so far I’ve had 4 exes Two boys and two girls, now at this very moment I am dating a girl. Me and this girl are more of best friends, we don’t act like a couple and this bothers me. I know love shouldn’t be important and my school grades should be the top priority but I can’t get it outta my head that i need to have love and validation like a lover... » Continue Reading
I've made this Spacehay account long ago and forgot about it and I feel bad about doing that. I wish to have online friends, my social anxiety is bad so it'll take a lot of courage for me to respond. So pleases be aware of this when DMing me or commenting on a post i made. I was born in 2009 on May so i'm okay with knowing people born around that year. If you need to know more about what i like ... » Continue Reading