Bored :(

I’m sleepy T-T 

Anyways i feel better, still hate myself but I believe that’s never gonna go away.

I hate coming up with username ideas but I REALLY wanna change my side tiktok account username because I don’t like it anymore :p

I want the username to at least have gemini in it because thats my zodiac sign. 

My brain decided to chug coffee at PE today and now I REALLY regret doing that (it was in a BIG bottle btw). Now my stomach hurts and i feel the need to throw up :(

Also I’m pretty sure in the future i’m gonna die of a disease, or killing myself , OR by getting beaten to death. 

I’m pretty sure the disease is gonna get to me first if I don’t start getting my shit together.

I lost my phone the other day at school, I SWEAR IT WAS IN MY BAG THOUGH. I got it back today luckily but still when I realized i lost it the other day, it made me scared because i knew my dad was gonna just yell at me because of how stupid i am for losing it.

Oh my god, I’m so annoyed at myself for just throwing stuff inside my room instead of putting it in the right place T-T 

I was looking for my Karkat shirt and guess where I found it, I FOUND IT IN MY MOTHER FUCKING CLOSET ON THE GROUND NEXT TO A KEYCHAIN IVE GAVE UP LOOKING FOR ALEAST A MONTH AGO.

Anyways that’s the end of my endless rambling for today :D 

I still really want to chat with someone though, just to cure my boredom for now :p