Im confused :(

My love life isn’t perfect as i wished it to be, so far I’ve had 4 exes

Two boys and two girls, now at this very moment I am dating a girl. Me and this girl are more of best friends, we don’t act like a couple and this bothers me. 

I know love shouldn’t be important and my school grades should be the top priority but I can’t get it outta my head that i need to have love and validation like a lover does and i would actually love them back for who they are.  

With this building up the pressure of needing more online friends are climbing.

That is why I’ve came on Spacehay, to make friends with similar interests but this leaves my love life outta the equation. 

So what do i do?