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Category: Life
tl;dr: i face down existential misery by acknowledging the nature of thought, namely the tendency to use human-invented descriptions ("size," "significance") to evaluate ourselves. [edit] note: knowing intellectually that things are a certain way or that it's impossible to know something does not invalidate such feelings. we are human. this comes with baggage. there is no reason to be hyper-ration... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hello, there are many joys i partake in which do not last like playing videogames or taking naps or sitting outside and idly soaking in the environment i love these things and yet... i cannot allow ambient joy to exist in my life not yet, at least not while i'm so rushed for time and for actions and decisions. - francis t. edited 12/9/24 » Continue Reading
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i am trying to "seize the day" by grinding through it with as much productivity, effort, and mindfulness possible... yet i've still been misusing time not really wasting it, just using it for one thing when i should be doing another "this is not a waste of time, but it takes away from better uses of time" i hate that concept it feels restraining but i guess true freedom is having the self control ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i've heard an interesting story of a man who trains a mountain climber by dropping him off of a 2000 foot tall ice cliff with nothing but an ice pick and telling him to save himself. he does this repeatedly and with progressive difficulty, such as by saying, "you have to go down headfirst for the first 20 seconds and only in the last 5 seconds can you save yourself." the story is quite idyllic so ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
so i've saved SpaceHey's Random Profile Button on my bookmarks bar and have been fiendishly sifting through profile after profile. but it seems like most of the profiles i'm getting are new people or people who made a cool profile and then didn't post anything. also a lot of 14 y/o emo / goth aesthetics. so... not very productive. then i looked on blogs and sorted by recent... holy SHIT th » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
so my friend and i were chatting, and let's just say we got into some WILD conversation... North Korea has recently had a change in government. They want to open their borders to the culture of the world and globalize. Now... IF YOU WERE TO SEND 10 ARTISTS ON TOUR IN NORTH KOREA , WHO WOULD BE ON THE SET? Jacob Collier. he's only just the most confident and skilled musical identity of our generati... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
some nights... lightning is caught behind my eyelids thunder: the sound of today hitting the floor like a corpse murderers do not sleep soundly damnable dreams of bodies and souls; so too do my yesterdays haunt me with a cyclone of confused screams are they mine own? and storms of regrets hailing down and lightning behind my eyes and restless cold and damp skin slick with dream-rain and sweat thes... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
sometimes i mourn all of the time i've wasted. almost like an entire life that could've been... made stillborn by my poor decisions. videogames. youtube. internet. hours sitting at bus stations or lying in grass. laying in bed doing nothing in particular except maybe resting. enjoying the moment. jamming out to some really good music and not getting any work done. i don't have any discipline now... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hello hello, a variety of thoughts present themself to me. i chew them up and spit out words like how a bird might feed its young. you nonexistent readers are those chicks who eat something which does not quite resemble my thoughts in appearance, but tastes quite similar. one could say i am my only reader, thus regurgitating and re-digesting my own thoughts by writing them like this. anyways, i ha... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hello hello! as you probably know my name is a francis. i think i'm nonbinary. gender has frustrated me so much that i think i should just settle on nonbinary. i think a lot about my own suffering and the suffering of those who let me into their lives. 80% of this is scraping the internet for video diaries. as you can imagine, i have landed in spacehey. digital diaries but with words. » Continue Reading
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