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hey,
it's been like 2 or 3 weeks since i last wrote in the diary.
my weekdays:
- i am at high school or college or rehearsal from 7:30 a.m. to 5:30 p.m.
- i keep up with the gender fluid double life #fashion #slay
- i eat dinner with my family and possibly get yelled at from 6 p.m. to 8:30 p.m.
- i am exhaustedÂ
- i listen to music and play games or something internet-related
- i sleep at 12 a.m.
- i get really shitty sleep because it's too cold
my weekends:
- high stress because i am with my parents for longer periods of time
- driving lessons with dad are very demeaning experiences
- i spend hours producing music or playing music on saturdays because that's what i love doing
- i get unfocused and unproductive and remember how behind i am and start to spiral
- i stay up late making an outfit and running from the spiral
i don't really like my life. but it'll be very different in a few months, so i'm not gonna complain too much.
notable interims of happiness and such:
- focused on work for 2 hours at a starbucks yesterday, that was nice.
- worked on planning/choreographing a dance film for my cover of i cant handle change.
- got 5k views on youtube for a video of me crying abt my life
- outfits slaying for sure
- found some cool games on roblox. like, deep cut shooter games.
- today i learned how to play tokyo reggie and breezin, two very good jazz/fusion classics.
goals:
- ace every exam in ochem B regardless of my final grade
- figure out how to squeeze in time for studying every morning and every night
- advertise my music somehow
- figure out how to be happy despite all of this...
goodnight spacehey.
- francis t.
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