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Category: Life
the first thing on my mind when i wake up is usually the harsh, stabbing resolution of reality, which quickly (and fortunately) transforms into an awe for the wholeness of existence. i greatly appreciate the raw is-ness of waking up in the morning, especially as someone who usually sleeps like shit and wakes up feeling like shit. the second thing on my mind when i wake up is what i have to do toda... » Continue Reading
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so many cool people in the world... while i was getting lost in the exhausting cycles of 21st century behavior, people continued to foster their unique and interesting characters. it is not my most frequent thought, but my most extreme; so i remember it the best. to all of you people (irl and on spacehey) who work hard to express yourself: keep it up! someone admires (and envies) you » Continue Reading
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dear spacehey, today i: woke up late rushed to my first day at work via electric scooter and bus did some online training modules and began learning how to execute my duties as a starbucks barista went home. the busride was slow and droning, without much content besides the book i was reading... i ate some food that my sister made for me lay in bed, read some more of that book and although this i... » Continue Reading
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hey spacehey, today has been alright. nothing bad happened. i just didn't actually do anything of my own volition, other than do nothing. i sat and read a book in my room. spent a bit of time dancing in my room. now i'm listening to some profoundly calming music and writing this blog. but i didn't really listen to my urge to create. or to progress in any of my other goals, like uni or job stuf... » Continue Reading
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dear spacehey, i've long given up the daily diaries, soon to get back into those. to make up for it though, i'm gonna write a self-evaluation for june (and will likely continue to write monthly reflections assuming i don't get back into the daily diaries). the main thing about monthly reflections that bugs me is that i know that they will monstrously generalize my experiences and progress and what... » Continue Reading
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if i can't be what i want to be now i'll just clear out all of the things standing in my way and then i'll be able to focus on being a totally cool, fashionable, nonbinary legendary producer-musician. AFTER i get a job figure out how to manage tuition and rent and then move out ........................ unfortunately turns out getting a job in 2025 is the elden ring malenia bossfight to my existen... » Continue Reading
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1. attempt to create something 2. fail 3. get yelled at by dad about priorities in life 4. give up and youtube 5. encounter music and indie animation/film projects 5a. holy shit i need to create something 6. attempt to create something i want to make something cool i have to do something cool i really really want to make something cool i want to make something and let the world know i made it » Continue Reading
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tw: not sunshine and rainbows over here hey spacehey, i officially graduated highschool!!!!! i wasn't expecting very much, so i wasn't disappointed very much. i didn't expect some newfound freedom. i didn't expect to suddenly have decent parents. i didn't expect to have less to worry about. which makes sense. everything at home is gonna get worse for a bit (estimating 1-2 years) but after my 4 ye... » Continue Reading
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friends potential new friends self expression artistry quiet time but the returns? a more competent version of myself someone who can push harder someone more aware of what goes on in this head ... do i like this? maybe do i have a choice? no but i feel more in control of myself does that make sense? i'm in the driver's seat of my head now i don't choose the prompt but i w » Continue Reading
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Behold, Francis! Here stands an individual who makes every discipline his playground. Maybe you’ve seen him clinking down the halls in self-modded crutches and an attire which is sure to startle any Republican. Perhaps you’ve heard him improvising avant-garde jazz on virtually every instrument on campus. And if you’ve shared a class with him, you’d have seen the way he crushes class curricula unde... » Continue Reading
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because god FORBID a man wear tights and a skirt /j ^this outfit needs more contrast but i don't have anything good in my closet for it. in general, i don't really have any fitted tops. » Continue Reading
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