I have a lot of feelings rn. Its not exactly poetry, but i like to use metaphores to convey my emotions. read if thats your jam :) ive reached a turn in my mood. I guess you can only go down so much without being able to glance into the light. Covid is shit for teens. We dont get to live, go outside, make new friends. Its hard as fuck, and Im honestly impressed. We talk big shit and act all tough... » Continue Reading
heya, some more fun games I wanna discuss. 3 more to be precise: enjoy if its your thing, maybe check em out if you havn't! SNKRX is a really unique rougelike deckbuilding bullet-hell. Its a refreshing twist on snake where you buy units inbetween rounds and fight off waves of pellet enemies! The gameplay itself is simple but enjoyable, and even though the graphics and visuals arn't special its a g... » Continue Reading
I'm a pokemon fan. Been one since i was 6. Its a real staple of my childhood and I occasionally frequent the moderately older games on my 3DS. About a year ago, I pulled out an old copy of Ultra Moon from some dusty drawer in my room. Didn't really have anything else to do, so I gave it a shot. Tons of fun, the ultra games were amazing. I enjoyed it so much I went for a full completion and got a s... » Continue Reading
I’m tired of moping. Im gonna talk about 3 games that range that are moderately obscure- ok the first is only moderately but it counts for me. Risk of Rain 2. If you’ve played the game, thats hell of enough of an introduction. If not, wow. I dont even know where to start. Two games I mentioned last time were rougelikes, and this one is too. However, its in 3d, and holy shit does it pull it off. I... » Continue Reading
I get hit every once in a while with an idea that feels really special… a mod for a game, a book/story idea, a poem, a project. Just something, and it comes at me from left field. I’m surrounded by family and friends who are achievers, goal followers and success-oriented. People have passions and purposes, and they often go after them. Its exciting, and honestly I’m envious. I’m lucky enough to ha... » Continue Reading
Ive been getting back into video games recently… Ive always played em but now i’m rediscovering em and just looking for fun casual games… here are a couple of my favorites ive heard less chatter about! Atomicrops is a rougelike farming sim hybrid. Its the ultimate time-management game that uses 100% of your brain. You have to both cultivate and defend your farm while fighting off hoards of bullet ... » Continue Reading
tw: depression, heavy feelings a major problem for me when trying to communicate intense or powerful feelings is the insecurity of invalidity. I’m an edgy guy. i talk about deep or dark shit with friends usually, and i just generally think and talk with serious undertones. Its a bit dramatic, and even though thats not always the intent i talk with big words and in formal ways and that is often tur... » Continue Reading
(i decided to put this under blogging, but philosophical i guess?) i have a cousin who lives in hawaii, and I dont get to see her often. she’s a little younger than me, maybe three years or so. At her age, she’s beginning to see the dating scene; not joining it yet, but noticing it in friend groups. honestly, I dont think dating is a good idea for tweens and young teens (myself included); we have... » Continue Reading
it always gets me when I least expect it. ill be doing something mundane, or just vibing, or waking up on a rainy day. someone texts me, or i look out the window, or I’m talking to a friend. it hits like a damn truck. the feeling is almost like tangible, i kinda shiver a little. its a sort of discomfort as you desperately try to remember that little shard of similarity; when it happens for me, i d... » Continue Reading
happy lunar new year! year of the tiger I’ve heard… hopefully a good one! anyone who might read this, i wish you good luck and fortune! …im a dog myself, but tigers are cool and all… » Continue Reading
i fucked up some of the formatting.... im gonna mess with the layout and shiz for a bit... might have some things a bit.. larger than their supposed to be.... apologies for the eyesore to anyone who might see » Continue Reading
I think the night might be getting the best of me. I think I'm too dramatic, but I just wish there was something I could do. Someone to talk to I guess. Its a lonely world we live in... when your young most of the people in your life who might ever like you dont even know you exist. The thought of loosing people that you dont even know still frightens me somehow. It just doesnt make sense that im ... » Continue Reading