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I think the night might be getting the best of me. I think I'm too dramatic, but I just wish there was something I could do. Someone to talk to I guess. Its a lonely world we live in... when your young most of the people in your life who might ever like you dont even know you exist. The thought of loosing people that you dont even know still frightens me somehow. It just doesnt make sense that im so lonely. Im overwhelmed, fatigued, and burned out, yes, but for some reason right now and recently I guess I really kinda crave companionship?
its a bit frustrating when your this fickle and unable to make frickin the smallest of conclutions.
but yeah. Its late. Midnight almost. I have work to do, but no care for it. The usual emptyness is closer to just. Wistfulness? mixed with regret? I can barely feel myself think
gof its cold
dont know why im writing this. maybe later itll bring some sort of tainted clarity to all this speculation. But ideas dont change with time, they just ferment and rot
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