first you gotta cook them a bit, and then when you wanna eat them you kinda have to squeeze them out of this skin-like layer?? tbh it’s fun and actually tasty, it felt like eating sunflower seeds but instead of cracking a shell, you're peeling a legume i had this idea: since people often bring a bag of sunflower seeds to hangouts and just munch on them, why not show up to the park with a pot full ... » Continue Reading
i was at the lake with my parents and my bestie, it was amazing and honestly? i’d love to live in a village like the one where we stayed, if it weren’t for the fact that i enjoy the comfort of city life. the vibe there was so lovely, especially since we had such pretty weather most days what kind of experiences did i have? i went on a bunch of walks around the v » Continue Reading
tw: substance abuse i don’t get how you can have a sick heart and lungs, hear "don’t do stupid shit" from your doctor at every check-up, and still keep smoking and drinking. maybe you find some twisted satisfaction in saying "i'm sick", because it works as an excuse when someone asks you to do something you just don’t feel like doing. "i'm sick" sounds better than "i'm lazy", doesn’t it? how can s... » Continue Reading
i love experimenting with clothes and makeup without anyone telling me I’m "distorting my image." i love not having fomo, living at my own pace, replying to messages in my own time - without being accused of not caring just because I didn’t respond within two minutes. i love laughing out loud with my friends, being carefree and having fun with them without guilt. i love meeting new people and deep... » Continue Reading
i have a lil girl, a shih tzu, she’s tiny. super gentle, cautious, shy, so so sweet i used to have a hamster. it’s not around anymore, but when it was, my dog was jealous of it. every time we did anything near it she’d start licking her mouth, trying to get our attention, messing around like "hey look at me instead!" she’d lick her lips and i always wondered.. could this tiny shih tzu baby, with t... » Continue Reading
i’m leaving tomorrow morning with my bestie and my parents to a lake for over a week!! i’m so happy, it’s like my first trip with a friend :DDDD the only downside is the weather - it’s supposed to be terrible, like 17°C and rainy, amazing weather for the middle of summer. but idc. we’ll go on walks with umbrellas and still swim in the lake, i seriously don’t care about the weather anymore. i feel ... » Continue Reading
it only lasted 4 days but honestly i wish it was longer :(( still i’m really happy, the group i was with was super cool, the instructor was super helpful and kind, and most importantly - i finally learned how to take pics with a dslr in manual mode!! just like i promised earlier, i’ll show some photos here (i actually took better ones than the ones below but i’m not sharing them here for privacy r... » Continue Reading
today during photography class we went to visit a small church and its cemetery. it’s one of those lesser-known places, more like a historical site - a building no one ever talks about, but one i always look at from the tram window. turns out it has a rich history and is apparently one of a kind, but walking through it felt more like going on an urbex trip there was dust everywhere, cracks in the ... » Continue Reading
i was walking through this one pretty big city, the one i had to get a bus from to get home. i haven’t been there alone at that hour in a long time, it’s interesting to experience it again. but i hate that experience. i missed the bus so i had to sit there even longer. it got cold and i didn’t have any sweater or anything warm. people kept passing by, all kinds of weird people - old creepy men, dr... » Continue Reading
omg, like 2 or 3 days ago (don’t even remember anymore) i suddenly remembered i have a dslr. it’s kinda old - nikon d40, from my father - but it’s still so good. since yesterday i’ve been watching more tutorials on how to actually use it and omg, my photos are starting to look better and better! i literally wanna take it with me every time i go outside, taking pics with a dslr just has a certain v... » Continue Reading
i dyed my hair ginger today using henna. it was quite an interesting experience - first, i had to prepare a paste from the henna powder, let it sit for 30 minutes, and after applying it to my hair, i had to keep it on for 3 hours. the final result - it turned out good, but omg. while regular hair dyes have that chemical smell that makes you feel like you’ll end up in the hospital if you sniff it t... » Continue Reading
like this morning i woke up and my mood was just ass for no reason, but later i got this random burst of energy, felt like going out, touching grass and omg it was sooo cool, it hits different when your mood suddenly gets better after a slump. honestly, it’s only after those low moments that you can really appreciate even the tiniest happy moments. i love life » Continue Reading