set an appointment with a new psych which should handle all my meds if they take me on. got my hrt appointment this friday. tickets are booked to get wife here in late feb (!!!!). those things are all sorted now. now the main thing is i need to be Getting A Job. because money is my biggest problem rn and with the coming future. bc im going to have to find the money to pay for wifes taxis to and fr... » Continue Reading
i have an external hard drive (4 TB !!) i got Many years ago because i think my parents got it but then never used it so they let me have it. and ive been using it generally for backing up my old computers and i have all my art and documents and stuff on there. i need to do a lot of sorting through that all, including my pictures and docs files on my active computers now..... but anyway, ive doubl... » Continue Reading
ill probs delete this later but if ur someone who trawls the newest blogs on here just wanted to add my own little chanukah sameach to the crowd of xmas posting. i need to find my menorah out of storage but looking forward to lighting it tmrw with my wife 🕯️ » Continue Reading
had a pretty good holiday, brother brought his girlfriend and they left today earlier. got a pin i love and wanted and a couple that are meh and ill definitely regift at least one cuz its way more a certain friend of mines style than mine. couple t shirts (hollow knight and a trav nation mbmbam one lets goooo), new art pens, a mug and socks from my shitty aunt, and a michaels gift card which will ... » Continue Reading
so this year, as suggested by my mom & being very in my wheelhouse of gifts i like to give - i am restoring (to the best of my limited ability) the vintage microscope my dad has. my dads dad was a nuclear physicist who liked collecting vintage science paraphernalia. he had a lot of vintage books on science, along with a level, a set of metric weights, and a microscope. many years ago now a part of... » Continue Reading
it was my birthday yesterday! i planned out a big cool party and invited a bunch of friends but no one but 1 was able to show up... and then since she was there later i told her to invite her brother to join us cuz we're also friends. so it ended up being a good night after all :) it was really bad at first, felt really bad only having one person there with food ready for like 7-8 people... :/ and... » Continue Reading
i almost feel bad like posting on here but like. its good bc its so like, sheltered on here where blog entries r hard to find LOL so like i can just say my stuff in a vague anonymity kinda which is what i need. but i feel like guilty for posting so much on here but its also the same guilt i have of like, talking about my day :| so this is good practice for me i think in talking about my day and no... » Continue Reading
soooo lost my job last week. got told tues or wednesday that wld be my last week. bummed for no more money and will miss the good stuff (free snacks, chatty coworkers, easy work that filled the time) but happy to leave the bad stuff behind (racist favoritism from the team leads, 40 min one way drive at 7am in the snow and ice, driving + the work were cramping my legs and hands bad) still need to s... » Continue Reading
at work today, its going to be such a loong boooring week -_- in manufacturing w the same people, 1 is good at it but keeps arranging things badly, 1 is Okay but keeps doing some bits wrong came in crying abt missing her rent, and the last is very bad but also has been fired and told to leave after this week 💀 so this is just going to be Soo . who even knows. but i have art club tonight which is g... » Continue Reading
ive been struggling gettin my neocities set up but i remembered this site! i have my neo page like up and stuff but i wanna make a diary type page but coding just gives me a headache so im glad i remembered this place :) i can just make nice easy diary entries here and still get the same privacy and customizability :D so expect more postin in the future here! the category thing is a bit annoying t... » Continue Reading