more rambles

at work today, its going to be such a loong boooring week -_- in manufacturing w the same people, 1 is good at it but keeps arranging things badly, 1 is Okay but keeps doing some bits wrong came in crying abt missing her rent, and the last is very bad but also has been fired and told to leave after this week 💀 so this is just going to be Soo . who even knows. but i have art club tonight which is good, and a poke cake to bring! but also club is gonna be hosting Another event thing at it and i wldnt have even known if i hadnt been on facebook looking so im kinda pissed off about that ngl. gonna go to the basement w my friend and eat cake and ignore everyone else maybe lol. and have my weed vape and motrin so i wont ache after work at least!

whats making me crazyyy is my steam deck is DELIVERED and its just SITTING AT HOME.. WAITING 4 ME..... but i wont be going home before going to club 😭😭😭 so ill just be vibrating at club wanting to go get my steam deck so fuckin badddd. gd its going to be SO GOOD WHEN I GET HOME TO IT......

so the poke cake - we (parents, brother & his gf) were talking about ridiculous southern deserts like the """fruit salads""" and fluffs etc the night before thanksgiving and brought up these ones that bigmama used to make everry 4th of july and i was like haha thats nice and then they made some the next day bc of that convo and we had it and it was really really nice... eating it takes me back i remember it but i dont remember where from but i know it was when i was little with my parents.. its really good and special. and rly good to have it again. we talked abt making gingerbread for art club cuz i recently said abt snack mom and i was like maybe dad cld make his yummy stuff for me still via art club 🥺❓ and they said they will eee but gingerbread there wasnt time for so im taking the second poke cake and aint nobody getting more than a slice of that im gonna eat 2/3 of it yum yum. cant wait!