yottaFlare

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Category: Life

Ik im poisoning my brain by letting myself wander back to familiar thoughts and memories  but  if i dont remember them, then no one will, and they will cease to exist. So what reason would there be for me to be like this?  Is that what it really means to heal? » Continue Reading

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Empathy

Category: Blogging

I don't understand what it's like to listen to someone talk about themselves without perspective-taking. It's just how my brain works. I want to turn it off, how do I turn it off.  I understand more than ever that it's my fault continuing to become deeply involved with people that emotionally needy and have never had someone to listen to them, as a way to feel like I have some purpose in life and ... » Continue Reading

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Hearing Test

Category: Blogging

Had the test today - found out that it is not the last step to getting diagnosed. It is the first of several tests. I have to wait for the ENT to get back to me with the results to schedule another test. Good news is that my hearing is not as bad as I thought it was. Completely in the normal range in my left ear and only mild damage at the 2k hz range in my right ear - most likely because that fre... » Continue Reading

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Bulletins 07/25-07/31 22

Category: Blogging

7/25 - Finally watched the Rebuilds! Will write a more in depth blog at some point but yea! Marathoned » Continue Reading

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Buckling Down - Commitment and Flexibility

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

Hey, so I've been gone a long while. Not that I was particularly close nor chatty w/anyone on here that still frequents spacehey. But there's something ab this site that keeps drawing me back to it. I always intended to make this my main diary/personal blog site and have personal sites for reviews and other less personal stuff. A lot has happened this year and I've changed quite a bit. I still wan... » Continue Reading

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MESSAGE TO -18/MINORS!

Category: SpaceHey

PLEASE stop sending friend requests. It's on my page that I will not accept it n rejecting them makes me feel bad! So please stop sending them I beg u. U don't need me, some 20-something, as a friend on here. Block if me u want to jic u forget or something!  I've been coming back every now n again to 5+ FRs each time and a lot of them are 17 n under. I'm gonna try n redo my layout soon since it's ... » Continue Reading

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Animal Crossing New Horizons 2.0.0 Update, Tokimeki Memorial, and Other Thoughts

Category: Games

I always used to tear up at Kap'n's slower songs in New Leaf. I kinda did like, a little bit today, but not as much. His songs and the tune are so sweet and about love and travelling n such. I'm more apt to tear up/cry at happy things than anything else. Not to be dramatic but I think it's bc happiness is such a rare and overwhelming emotion for me. Maybe. Could be over thinking it. Anyway, I was ... » Continue Reading

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