carmilla

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"crush. kill. destroy. swag."

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don't vent on public forums if you really want to feel better

Category: Blogging

[ https://ttsreader.com/ for those who cannot read large portions of text] before you comment without reading this, no, i don't care, there are very little exceptions to this that are too minimal or uncommon for me to bring up. i am a student counselor/mentor at my school, part of th » Continue Reading

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can we stop fucking talking about s/h here

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before you get angry and sperge please read the whole damn blog im not gonna respond to """coping mechanism""" dickriders spacehey is not your therapist spacehey is not your healthy coping mechanism spacehey does not care that you hurt yourself. i mean this as politely as possible. many people are triggered by topics of self harm or simply do not want to hear about it. posting about hurting yourse... » Continue Reading

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more about me not clickbait working 2025 no glue no borax

Category: Blogging

reminder :: if ur offended by my opinions or by the way i talk just block me lmfao. im not problematic, there's just a heavy chance i don't know you enough to change for you. greetings federal agents. i am just a girl named cereza. my real name is carmilla. im 17 and very american. [but in terms of ancestry i'm swedish and german] english/spanish/french ok. some japanese but not as much as i'd lik... » Continue Reading

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what are yalls opinions on drawing furries/anthros

Category: Art and Photography

so in my opinion drawing furry characters does not equate to being a furry that dresses up in fursuits and stuff. i rarely draw furries outside of commissions, art trades, etc but i do have a couple ocs that are furries. i've maintained this belief since before they've existed i'm definitely not the person to dress up in a fursuit, maybe if i got paid but never casually or as part of an interest. ... » Continue Reading

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the digital dark age and lost media [and why i keep cds around]

Category: Blogging

Yes this is cd propaganda fuck off digitalsoys so if you know me personally you know i'm very afraid of losing digital media. lots of it is very sentimental to me and i'd probably be very distressed if i lost a playlist i cared about a lot or even a minute long video. i have every system album on cd and some on vinyl, 5 kmfdm albums on cd, every picture or video from my trips is on cd, and so on. ... » Continue Reading

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my detransition

Category: Life

tldr: detransitioned at 15 after a year of t because my dysphoria wasn't related to gender so to clarify, i did not detransition into a cis girl again - i am still completely nonbinary, however, i began to transition after getting ahold of testosterone. i stopped using it and threw it out after about a year when i was 12, i began to have some extreme dysphoric struggles, mostly centered around my ... » Continue Reading

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talking about my life because goreposting is fucking stupid

Category: Life

[inspired by jizzl] uhhmm hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii so basically i'm cereza and i admit i used to have a really fucking bad edgy phase like gore posters do in fourth grade... i'm 17 now :thumbsup: respectfully if you're a gore meatrider i pray u get better anyways i'm an intj, true neutral i guess? idk UM i'm a SENIOR now. which is weird. basically i'm only going to have 5 periods in t... » Continue Reading

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