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environment vs mental
Category: Life
sometimes you arent just mentally ill, you're mentally ill BECAUSE of the environment you're forced to be in. the environment you can't get out of. i don't think a lot of people realize this » Continue Reading
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"The deeper you go, the harder it is to return."
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why does nobody like get anything at all
Category: Life
we all just dont know anything and pretend we do i reached out s0 many times and tried to get help so many times. but like how it always is, how i always knew it would turn out-- people are too caught up in their own problems to help you. that's how it always goes. » Continue Reading
oh god please make it shut up i actually cant handle this
Category: Life
i8 cant]icatn cantca tncant cant cant cant cant cant make it shut up something \ sometijg someone make it stop please i would give up every single thing i had if that meant i could make it shut up for good » Continue Reading
i was googling n shi and OMG if this always comes back do NOT expect me to do anything
Category: Life
it always comes back?? and youre just supposed to survive??? NAH CANT DO THAT ACDNT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT THERES NO WAY HE REALLY FUCKED ME UP THIS BAD THAT I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE gonna repress the hell out of this one!! » Continue Reading
some words are just so weird
Category: Life
like wtf is paralyzed? para l y z ed?? thats so weird lol hair is just h + air like AIR the shit u breathe!!!! and our is probably the weirdest damn word in the english language our o u r our ehwaaaat howwwww did everything come to be' edit: new is also a very weird word nyew new probably gonna update with more weird words i find » Continue Reading
im so sad so sad so sad so sad all the time
Category: Life
who cares though being sad is cringe and everyone is too caught up in their own problems to care about you EVEN WHEN YOURE NOT COOL ENOUGH TO HELP URSELF does anyone else just be chilling with friends or alone and just get a random wave of unimaginable sadness i dont get it but i kinda do paralyzed "you are just mentally stuck at that age where everything started, youre mentally stuck as a kid" ge... » Continue Reading
i want somebody to talk to
Category: Life
NO not a random internet person idk, this is just me complaining abt fckin iajeodniojaiolsdjfnoisdljgoidslkjfas i have nobody to talk toooo o everyones asleep when i remember what he did i hate remembering i just want my memory to get worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and then boom im that dementia shit from everything at the end of time ifdsnlkj... » Continue Reading
why does it always come back.
Category: Blogging
why does it always come back. Why does it always come back. why does it always always always come back and it never goes away no matter how happy or hopeful i get. why wont it go away why cant something make this go away tragic stupid life story stupid shit hate this hate him why aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im too anything to be something which soun ds stupid but its kinda true. » Continue Reading
pathetic
Category: Writing and Poetry
why do you wail in your self-loathing like a little baby? you cry and cry and nothing comes out of it beyond the fact that you behave like a child. you should be able to pick yourself up. you should be able to take care of yourself. you should be able to get out of bed, you should be able to move on, you should be able to work hard and make a future for yourself. you should be able to get over the... » Continue Reading
i really don't do anything with my time
Category: Writing and Poetry
i dissociate through every day. time flickers by with each blink, like feeble droplets of rain. and every time it does, every time the morning light flickers into my room, i think to myself; "I miss when it was nighttime." if you asked me to name one significant thing i'd done today, i wouldn't have a word to say. because i don't do anything. i'm filled with unfinished projects. paintings, animat... » Continue Reading
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i hate it when people check up on me
Category: Writing and Poetry
i'd rather feel lonely than feel the pity of someone i care about checking in on me. even if they don't expect anything, i know i'm letting them down. *, p, a, form, li, .links li:not(:last-child)::after, footer .links li:not(:last-child)::after { font-family: hachimarupop !important; color: #000000!important; text-shadow: none !important; letter-spacing: 1px; } body { background-image: url('https... » Continue Reading
reality
Category: Writing and Poetry
i warp my idea of reality, forcing it to become whatever i deem right for myself. if it seems real enough to believe, then it is real. i see something. i see something i'm not supposed to see. i can't see this. i can't process this. i can't live with this information. and like a routine, my brain just screams over and over and over and over "that's not real. that's not real. that's not real" until... » Continue Reading