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Category: Life
its not like they're pointing at me, gawking. its like theyre staring. and muttering to one another. theres that jobbless shut-in, contributing nothing. a pathetic person who can't move on from what happened a long time ago. someone who cant contribute anything. it feels ostracizing. you try and have a conversation with some family member whos seen your slow fall, and halfway through your little r... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it always comes back?? and youre just supposed to survive??? NAH CANT DO THAT ACDNT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT THERES NO WAY HE REALLY FUCKED ME UP THIS BAD THAT I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE gonna repress the hell out of this one!! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
like wtf is paralyzed? para l y z ed?? thats so weird lol hair is just h + air like AIR the shit u breathe!!!! and our is probably the weirdest damn word in the english language our o u r our ehwaaaat howwwww did everything come to be' edit: new is also a very weird word nyew new probably gonna update with more weird words i find » Continue Reading
Category: Life
who cares though being sad is cringe and everyone is too caught up in their own problems to care about you EVEN WHEN YOURE NOT COOL ENOUGH TO HELP URSELF does anyone else just be chilling with friends or alone and just get a random wave of unimaginable sadness i dont get it but i kinda do paralyzed "you are just mentally stuck at that age where everything started, youre mentally stuck as a kid" ge... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
NO not a random internet person idk, this is just me complaining abt fckin iajeodniojaiolsdjfnoisdljgoidslkjfas i have nobody to talk toooo o everyones asleep when i remember what he did i hate remembering i just want my memory to get worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and then boom im that dementia shit from everything at the end of time dooooood... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
why does it always come back. Why does it always come back. why does it always always always come back and it never goes away no matter how happy or hopeful i get. why wont it go away why cant something make this go away tragic stupid life story stupid shit hate this hate him why aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im too anything to be something which soun ds stupid but its kinda true. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
listen i'm not one for "messages of hope" but you really gotta hear me out if you're not in a good spot. mentally, physically, stuck where you don't want to be, wherever you may be. in march, i hit my absolute rock bottom after half a decade of trying to convince myself to go on for whatever reason may there be- wanting to prove the people who had hurt me wrong, wanting to build a better life for... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I don't think anyone realizes it at first, but from the second we're born, we are making foundations. At the start it's nothing special, maybe one measly plank on the ground. But it gets bigger. Throughout our whole lives, we make a foundation to stand on. Slowly making it sturdier, we keep building it up until it's a mighty, fortified tower. And even then, we keep building. It's a foundation buil... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i'd rather feel lonely than feel the pity of someone i care about checking in on me. even if they don't expect anything, i know i'm letting them down. *, p, a, form, li, .links li:not(:last-child)::after, footer .links li:not(:last-child)::after { font-family: hachimarupop !important; color: #000000!important; text-shadow: none !important; letter-spacing: 1px; } body { background-image: url('https... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
a real family. a family that has arguments but ultimately they're just squabbles, and they can overcome it healthily not arguments where you're left hardened, traumatized, exhausted, and fed up with one another. i don't want a family like that. i want a family where there's laughing, music, games, art, and fun, and everyone is happy, despite the ups and downs of life. and i got to experience that.... » Continue Reading
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