For the first time in my entire life, it seems like things might be looking up.

I don't know what to think about that.

But I just have this sneaking suspicion, this irk in my stomach, that I'll be calling myself stupid in a month or two for getting so hopeful.

Hopeful? Am I really that hopeful? I think I'll just call myself stupid for thinking it could change in the first place.

Well, that is what always seems to happen.

I'll just try to keep my head on straight.