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Category: Life
i've said it so many times already and nobody REALLY helped. all i wanted was to get away from him. i don't even want to talk about it anymore. it's too tiring. and anyway, every time i talk about it, i cry. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
okay, but why even try? theres literally no point in trying. what, i make money, move out, cut my family off? then what? i'm supposed to just exist? i'm already existing right now. sure, i'll be rid of the constant degradation, but there's also other ways i can be rid of that. it's all my fault, isn't it? with the way they've been treating me, it's all my fault. "oh, why'd you say that? can't move... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
sometimes you arent just mentally ill, you're mentally ill BECAUSE of the environment you're forced to be in. the environment you can't get out of. i don't think a lot of people realize this » Continue Reading
Category: Life
people are too caught up in their own problems to help you with yours. it always comes back. it always comes back worse. no matter how much you try to change, you always end up falling back down. so many of the same realizations, yet they make me just as sad as they did years ago. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can you can't give up but you always can » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i8 cant]icatn cantca tncant cant cant cant cant cant make it shut up something \ sometijg shomeokejn someone make it stop please i would give up every single thing i had if that meant i could make it shut up for good » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it always comes back?? and youre just supposed to survive??? NAH CANT DO THAT ACDNT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT CANT THERES NO WAY HE REALLY FUCKED ME UP THIS BAD THAT I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE gonna repress the hell out of this one!! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
like wtf is paralyzed? para l y z ed?? thats so weird lol hair is just h + air like AIR the shit u breathe!!!! and our is probably the weirdest damn word in the english language our o u r our ehwaaaat howwwww did everything come to be' edit: new is also a very weird word nyew new probably gonna update with more weird words i find » Continue Reading
Category: Life
who cares though being sad is cringe and everyone is too caught up in their own problems to care about you EVEN WHEN YOURE NOT COOL ENOUGH TO HELP URSELF does anyone else just be chilling with friends or alone and just get a random wave of unimaginable sadness i dont get it but i kinda do paralyzed "you are just mentally stuck at that age where everything started, youre mentally stuck as a kid" ge... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
NO not a random internet person idk, this is just me complaining abt fckin iajeodniojaiolsdjfnoisdljgoidslkjfas i have nobody to talk toooo o everyones asleep when i remember what he did i hate remembering i just want my memory to get worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and then boom im that dementia shit from everything at the end of time dooooood... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
why does it always come back. Why does it always come back. why does it always always always come back and it never goes away no matter how happy or hopeful i get. why wont it go away why cant something make this go away tragic stupid life story stupid shit hate this hate him why aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im too anything to be something which soun ds stupid but its kinda true. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
listen i'm not one for "messages of hope" but you really gotta hear me out if you're not in a good spot. mentally, physically, stuck where you don't want to be, wherever you may be. in march, i hit my absolute rock bottom after half a decade of trying to convince myself to go on for whatever reason may there be- wanting to prove the people who had hurt me wrong, wanting to build a better life for... » Continue Reading
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