kill_understanding

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i’m opening a kandi shop!

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

if you like kandies, check out my shop :3  www.againstalloddsaao.com also if you want a custom kandi send me a dm and i gotchu (^w^) » Continue Reading

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fEeLiNgS

Category: Life

been feeling like a sheep lately. I have an appointment with my therapist on the 4th for the first time in over a year. I stopped seeing her cause with covid they weren't doing phone appointments. now my anxiety has gotten so bad that I need to talk to her and they're still only doing phone appointments so I guess I have to suffer » Continue Reading

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my cat tortured a bird

Category: Pets and Animals

found him laying on my patio. he was limp but also hyperventilating and moving his mouth a little bit. i rested him down in the green bin so my cat wouldn't eat him and gave him a slice a plum so he has something in his last moments  » Continue Reading

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20 questions about me

Category: Blogging

What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? my gauges » Continue Reading

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mood

Category: Music

i wanna kill something, wanna destroy something i wanna, i wanna, i wanna start a fight you are the proving ground, and im the dynamite about to blow it up, i want to start a fight -start a fight, ghostkid » Continue Reading

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i don't blame people for not wanting to be my friend

Category: Friends

im erratic as fuck and am constantly stressed about something. after knowing me awhile I end up getting ghosted and ignored. maybe im just meant to be alone » Continue Reading

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i'm high

Category: Sports

super high. went to do the one handed tango and just took off my jacket and forgot what I was supposed to do next » Continue Reading

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current metal I'm obsessing over

Category: Music

Uni - Atlas https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjH-qKggLDg Sythetics - Reflections https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-xVJLEWoMo Christmassacre - From First To Last https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1pf-jWpFSI Let Go - Feed Her To The Sharks https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DpB2MNMZ9y8 Final Form - Landon Tewers https » Continue Reading

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family issues

Category: Life

I wish I was friends with more people who were emo like me. I barely have any friends so most of my social interaction is with my dad and brother. my dad thinks my style is awful and "inappropriate." i used eye liner to to draw two lines on my nose and small x's under my eyes and he went on a rant about how I was scaring him and that he didn't like how emo I've been lately. I love my fam but we do... » Continue Reading

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ugh, parents

Category: Life

so a series of events happened yesterday. I was making tiktoks and had drawn stitches on the corners of my mouth to look like jack skelington. my dad walked in and was like "what the fuck is on your face? that's not appropriate."   so he's annoyed at me for that, then he tells me that since he bought my brother something expensive that I can also get something nice. I ask if I can get another pair... » Continue Reading

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school

Category: School, College, University

right now my space key is only half working so this is very infuriating. anyway, so next we im returning from spring break. im in hs and the week I get back online, the junior high kids will start to return in person. if that goes okay then the following week I would go back in person. part of me is kinda concerned for cases but at the same time im not going to accept having my junior and senior y... » Continue Reading

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