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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Do you miss old tv? I do. So I got an elgato capture thingie and am shoving tape after tape into my s vcr to live in the past a little longer. I have an archive page where I post what I digitize!! I'm trying to work through my family's collection of TV tapes at the moment. From time to time, I'll do mystery tapes I find thrifting but sadly, you don't see blank tapes at shops so much » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
"EVERYTHING MUST GO" are such sad words. EVERYTHING MUST GO. EVERYTHING MUST GO. EVERYTHING MUST GO . everything . » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
All I can think looking back is I never enjoyed this enough. I've felt for a long time that everything I look forward to will be a little disappointing. Things will be inconvenient, you will feel uncomfortable or overstimulated or hangry or whatever. Living through the little events I keep myself going for- it's always a bit of a letdown. Everything is disappointing. But then » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I want a second chance I want to start over I want to go back I want to have a regular life and a regular family and a regular brain I want a second chance I want to start over I want to go back I don't want everything to be over I don't want the future I want a beautiful dream of yesterday » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
The nature of nostalgia is something that interests me greatly. I mean, that's obviously why I'm here. MySpace was hot shit when I was in middle school and though I never had an account, just looking at spacehey reminds me of that past. And posting on here makes it feel like I got to be part of it finally. My nostalgia obsession center around the late 90s to mid-late 2000s, which were kinda the wo... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
film grain. tracking lines. they are amateurs making home movies- no one adjusted the exposure or cleaned the lens and everything is glowing. the heavenly gauze of a world before clarity. it took a long time for me to look at old photos and see people. I always knew something was wrong but I miss when I couldn't understand it. » Continue Reading
Category: Quiz/Survey
Going Back In Time MySpace Survey (Stolen) » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I’m sad and scared and in pain about the passage of time. I feel like a dirty old stuffed animal, squeezed and squeezed out of shape. My chest hurts. I want to cry all the time but usually don't. I went through a similar period of out of place grief the summer I graduated from high school, staying up until dawn pacing my room and crying for hours. As I enter the last years of my twenties, this fee... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Just got back from my first TV shoot. I'm a Production Assistant on a small Amazon Prime production. Did a lot of standing around, sitting around, and trying to ignore the pain in my legs. I carried some stuff around, set up snacks, rushed around handing people things. My big moment was when the lead lost a small piece of prop jewelry and I found it with my Elf Eyes. It was a rollercoaster of fun ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ahhhh found a gray hair. growing up is scary :v maybe I'll dye my hair a cool color so it doesn't bother me. maybe go full on danny phantom white :o (*whispering* » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
The Theoretical Concept of ""HOME"" (or how the guy with the cartoonishly fucked past is the most nostalgic person you know) I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go I have a contentious relationship with the idea of staying places. I want to run away all the » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm not good anymore I'm not good anymore I'm not I don't feel anything about anyone anymore. I feel like I'm acting in front of my family and friends and work people. When I'm upset it feels like I'm playing a character that people will feel sorry for. I don't know if I'm suffering or not. I don't know if I want to be alone or not. I've been more afraid of dying than usual. P » Continue Reading
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