All I can think looking back is I never enjoyed this enough.
I've felt for a long time that everything I look forward to will be a little disappointing. Things will be inconvenient, you will feel uncomfortable or overstimulated or hangry or whatever. Living through the little events I keep myself going for- it's always a bit of a letdown.
Everything is disappointing.
But then a few years pass and you miss it. You wish you'd enjoyed it. You feel old and lonely and even more disappointed.
I can feel both these things right? Wanting to be realistic about reality and wanting to be more positive?
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