sometimes it freaking sucks because it feels like im doing all the right things, keeping my grades up, maintaining a social life, not getting involved with drugs or parties, but it still feels like its all pointless. i feel like all my ambitions are just things im telling myself i want because i have to have some goal or passion. BUT I DONT WANT TO FOCUS ON THAT AND BACK MYSELF INTO A CORNER OF S... » Continue Reading
today i opened up osu again. ive only ever played osu like one time with a friend but today i downloaded some cool new maps of my own. why am i kind of.. the best..? i literally got B rank (91% WHAAAT!!!) thas the most ive ever gotten playing osu. i was laying in bed until likee 2pm toay so i kind of didnt do much else. my dear friend showed me some weird fart fetish gif crap with like mr incredib... » Continue Reading
guys.. ive been thinking a bit about classroom of the elite and i think i might be a.. psychopath??? haha! because he's literally.. me?? idk guys like. ayanokoji is so smart and like he's good with talking to people and thats all the things i am. gonna go think on this some more with my incredibly high iq. lord nikon (aka ayanokoji kiyotaka) OUT! » Continue Reading
if you couldnt tell by my POSTS ive been alone in my house sick too long and ive been in a MOOD. im having i think TOO much fun on this site reading everyones posts because im kind of addicted now.... i love that its a mix of stupid crap and serious crap and funny crap. what a beautiful world we live in huh.. THE COOKIES THAT I BAKED THE OTHER DAY HAVE ALL BEEN EATEN! unfortunately. ill have to ma... » Continue Reading
there's a certain kind of grief that shows up before anything is actually gone. when someone is slowly pulling away, when your time together starts to feel off, when they act different than you remember. when your mind tells you something is wrong, somethings going to happen, and you know its real. i remember what it's like to have that gnawing feeling in your gut, even when you're not with them. ... » Continue Reading
why is it so embarrassing for me to have strong feelings? i cry so much. i don't mean to and i hate it. why is that embarrassing if i can't control it? i want to be strong and show people i'm strong and can handle things and shit, not have them worry about me. why can't i show people i have strong emotions other than excitement and anger? why is it embarrassing to be sentimental, to care for my fr... » Continue Reading
LISTEN. TO. ME. so my dear friend and i. we were discussing cool gimmicky places in japan this morning. which is all fine and dandy. WHY IS THERE NO SUCH THING AS A CATBOY CAFE?? NOT A SINGLE ONE? i can look up a maid cafe and see pretty girls in cute clothes dressed like cats. BUT NOT GUYS?? UNBELIEVABLE. maybe it would be NICHE. maybe the market wouldnt be as great as a MAID CAFE or WHATEVER. BU... » Continue Reading
I HARTE DLETARUNE!!! FDUCK YOU TOBY FOX MORE LIKE TOBY DUMB. btw everyone im going for no hit jevil speedrun who wants to see me win » Continue Reading
i forgot to mention i just found out that LAUMA's banner is coming first and then flins. oh my god i cant wait that long i have a gambling addiction. literally i dont think i can wait that long to wish ive already been saving for like a month. genshin impact you have me in a chokehold and its not okay. someone do something about this. I WANT HIM SOO BAD!!! hes going on my skirk team i dont care if... » Continue Reading
hello blog. i got so much damn homework all the time.. but its kind of my fault because ive been sick and missing a crap ton of school. at least my teachers are being nice about it and all that. in english we're reading perfume by patrick SUSKIND. that is so weird imagine having a last name like that and your name is just.. patrick. no offense to people named patrick. the only person i know named ... » Continue Reading
oh you BET this is goinon my friggin blog man. i just learned about this tiktok trend that made its rounds however long ago where people used an audio that said "you need to nerd out" and showed examples of what excited them. I LOVE THIS!! this is so friggin cool. its always awesome when people feel comfortable to share things theyre passionate about, regardless of if theyre mainstream of niche. i... » Continue Reading
okay 3rd blog of the day but i was JUST REMINDED OF THIS. why the heck is media literacy getting so scarce online at the moment. i love hearing other peoples interpretations of media but it feels like nobody is interpreting ANYTHING anymore (im exaggerating but it feels a lot more prevalent now than it has been)!! i was rewatching the movie "i want to eat your pancreas" the other day, which if you... » Continue Reading
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