"the world is moving on with out me, I am stuck and my mind's numb"
problem child, mentally malfunctioning all the time(⊙_
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Category: Blogging
me had a fun fiesta at school today me looked a bit good if I had smiled me was going to get my fav song played but some uncle put deck on his head and ran off me was sad me friends didn't came but I knew many ppl so it was okay my senior crush who left school came me avoided her but eventually we came across I just nodded I love her also me 8 grader crush came too but I hate her now and it wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
I think I should compliment my friend more , but always I forget , the thing is she is rich and all and I am poor, really but she is kind still I can't believe her I need to show her I care for her but! I need to gift her things right?? it's the only way tell me!! » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
it's was bonfire and musical night at school, I had a huge fight while getting ready and looked nothing how I imagined but in the end I looked stunning a lill if I had believed myself while I was there I would have looked so more stunning I wore a dark red velvet kurta and 8 inch trouser with it my mom sewed it for me » Continue Reading
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Category: Pets and Animals
my shigi baby parrot died!! its name was shigi why why did he died why!!! i used to put him in cage by my bed side table at night he came out and got under me pillow somehow and died i killed my cute baby parrot noooonNOOOOOO!!!!!! pls pls get him back alive pleade i love him pleaseeeeeeeee shigi!!!!!! and just yesterday i told m » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
rn i made a bulletin Abt trying to do a handstand , cause I was feeling down for a couple of days seeing that my childhood boy who I thought of rival first then crush have gotten so much ahead of me, not only him but many people more I really am a pathetic case, BUT I am fine with it cause I will get better they just happened to get "better" before me and it's fine , I was so ready for starting bu... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
hey can anyone tell me how u add music to my profile it be great!! Have a good day or sleeep » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
this empty hollow feeling returns again and again again , some things happen in like and i think that now it will go away or what waas it even i was feeling all the time and then to my surprise it booms and returns back i feel at the end i will live alone , honestly it would be greaat to go awat from my family but i might not have a lover , when i think of having someone love me i just get SO ANGR... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i am ugly i am fat why so much fat i am dumb i dont get good grades i am short height every much below 5 ft i am not fair enough i have a ugly snub nose why did i had to swollen my fingers by cracking mt knuckles a lot why get i built strength i am get mad alot adn am horrific to be with why do i say things that ppl i want to like dont end up liking me i dont have any life goals i am poor » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Fuck them , fuck her , fuck him, fuck us , fuck you, fuck off, fuch yeah fuck fuck fuck I dont mean it sexually i MEAN IT IN BEATTING THE FUCKING SOUL OUT OF THEIR , HIS, HER , HIM , THEM , WE ,US OURS , THEIRIS BODY ,JUST CUT, SLICE , CHOP, SMASH, TWIST, PUNCH THEM , GOUAGE OUT THE DAMN EYES AND SLAY THIER HEAD ON THE DAMN BITCHY GROUD THAT THE SKULL BREAKS AND SMASHES AND SMASH IT AGAIN AND AGA... » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
i really love volleyball and reaalyy wanted to play and get good at it . but to think i worked hard adnd am good engough to get selected for regionals but my parents wont allow me to play saying its unsafe for a girl ! but i guess i will still hold on the hope to play at higer level when i move out or runaway far from my parents , i swear that i will one day make it to the top in volleyball, i ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
So my ppl when ever someone ask my hobby or interest, well I do reply and say few shows, mangas and bands but the truth is having one is the only goal of my life. similarly I love places like space hey and had been finding smt like this for years now that I am in this community I see that everyone has so many fav bands, and shows they have watched or so many different skills they have and all the ... » Continue Reading
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