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Rant about death

Category: Life

Tw: suicide  Im not scared of death. I never have been, nor will I ever be. Maybe more scared of how I'm going to die, rather than actual death itself. I feel like thats normal, no? Or should be, in my opinion at least.  Now, when I think about death there's usually 2 ways it can go. Its either "Everything comes to and end anyways, why even bother with anything?" as in that just nothing matters, o... » Continue Reading

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Sh is so odd

Category: Life

(TW: sh heavily mentioned, just that sensitive stuff in general) I dont mean to be super depressive right now, but relapsing was always just so weird to me?  As a person who used to very regularly do that stuff I never even counted it as relapsing just..doing it again? Because Ive never fully stopped, or even tried to. I never ever felt "guilty" about it, and it was and still is weird to me that o... » Continue Reading

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Can people ever truly change?

Category: Writing and Poetry

In my opinion, no. Definitely not. And dont tell me "yes they can!!" Because in my eyes thats simply just not true. No one I know has ever ever changed unless you count just growing up. I havent changed either, I probably wont nor do I really want to. I feel like the person I am, the person I have been for all of my life will remain the same forever. Why should I change? And I dont mean to be egot... » Continue Reading

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Annoyance

Category: Blogging

Annoyance is the psychological state of being irritated or bothered by usually something or someone. But what if you're constantly annoyed for what seems like no reason at all? There usually is an actual reason, but a lot of the time it comes from a persistent feeling of irritation, to the point where you(quite literally) irritate yourself. It can be triggered by external events and/or internal th... » Continue Reading

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Love

Category: Blogging

Listen, I'm not some great writer, but I could write pages on love. Like actual love.  I feel like love these days, a lot of the time is dead. And I'm not saying true love doesn't exist, because trust me- it most definitely does. I'm just saying that a lot of people aren't even really looking for love anymore. Sure, they get into relationships but do they really even matter if you never truly like... » Continue Reading

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I feel weird.

Category: Blogging

Heyyoo so is anyone else just feeling like complete ass lately? Like i couldnt be happy rn to save my life. And its not necessarily like that "depressive" state, i just cant seem to find anything to do, or to entertain me or literally just anything. And i mean sure, i get happy doing certain stuff but it really doesnt last very long. Soz if this is too sad or wtv but i just cant seem to be happy f... » Continue Reading

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Rant idk bored

Category: Life

Guys does anyone else just get so obsessed with something new like every month?? Every month I either start watching a new series or movie or just whatever and I get SO obsessed with that? Like I literally dont think about almost pretty much else and I YEARN to live in the movie. I wanna consume every piece of info there is of whatever im obsessed with and it bothers me that I cant physically live... » Continue Reading

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Twilight

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Does anyone else just fucking LOVE twilight so much? The whole saga, I mean. I just watched it for the first time a couple days ago and now I dont know what to do except think about it. My personal favorite is probz New Moon because just omg. Or I really liked Breaking Dawn part 1, but only because it was freakayyyy lolz xDD And yes like I know how cringe it is supposedly but I just love it. And I... » Continue Reading

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Yap sesh

Category: Life

Okay so my first time using this and so idk what to do so ill just yap ig?? Lol  So anyways, i have a gf right?? And everything is going like great theres really no issues but im scared of intimacy and no, not like s3x or smth were both young!! Lolz, but yeah and idk how to like...do it? Or do anything, for that matter. I have already kissed her (me!!!) And its not like she didnt kiss me back or a... » Continue Reading

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