nothing against everyone else I just..wanna meet more filipino people ESP MFS WHO CAN SPEAK MY DIALECT LIKE HELLOOOO its hard enough finding filipino people my age irl who can even speak something other than English BUT ITS USUAULLY Tagalog like FUCK I dont speak tagalog unfortunately bisdak foreverrrr πππ didnt grow up hearing unless it was on the tv and we was watching show time in the 'pinas ... » Continue Reading
(TW: lots of cussing. LOTS OF IT I embed some TW's in the text itself.) OH OH and I do mention some of my own issues, although light hearted--just letting ya know. gahh mental illness being a teenager. yknow for most of 17 years of living ive never..experienced ANYTHING like what the other kids my age were doing. Like ive always been t he responsible one, the goodie toe shoes, the rule follower ... » Continue Reading
she sounds like ado but she's clearly her own person HER VOCALS ARE IMPRESSive. just listened to her new song just wanted to share that lol » Continue Reading
just got a Tumblr account I WANTED TO LIKE..use some of the shit I had on my camera and to tie in some stuff on my channel with a Tumblr account buuut the browsing feature lowkey turns me off cuz I have an addictive personality and I was LITERAAALALYYY. scrolling for hours on instagram earlier. (thats why im leaving that agloritith based ass [platofrm GUHH!!!) sooo im goin to Tumblr to post art... » Continue Reading
(THIS IS ABOUT THE SUMMER HIKARU DIED!!!) im just mentioning their personality NOT ANY PARITCULAR scenes., just their dynamic. I JUST dont wanna spoil that bit cuz its pretty integral to the story ..so like bro I hate these fucking gay ass motherfcukers thebgjpoaewsjgirijeajilejrwiljILILHE#IJOHWQEJIOHIWOEQFIHEOWHIEOHIOFEHIOEWIJ!!!!! do I want..to be Hikaru? or..do I want to » Continue Reading
I cant like not look at a persons profile who says smm about being lonely and wanting friends and not feel a sense of obligation to be that person because I know what its like to be there It feels really frustrating because suddenly a whole flood friend requests come my way and I screen through them as I usually so and I find vulnerable lonely people like me LIKE DAYUM I know Its my choice to deny... » Continue Reading
logically it doesnt make sense because im thinking of my one in Philippines but im in America BUT IM SO PARANOID ABOUT IT I dont fuck with ghosts I mean I THINK THEIR OKAY I dont actively seek em out NOR DO dislike em per say... IM JUST REALLY PARANOID ABOUT THINGS LIKE THAT LIKE I DOTN WANNA PISS OFF A GHOST AND BE HAUNTED ughhhh now I dont wanna lookok at a reflection in my mirror in fear of wh... » Continue Reading
I lokwye need to clean out my friends lists IM SOWWIIE I wanna make new friends and stuff but I get nervous by the thought of the anoint of new friendships I gotta invest in esp with the people I already know online and off line and abalancong my own hobbies? b-but..people find me so ..likeable.. sigh ladies ladies..theres enough of Elias to go around MANNNN I think I need to clean my lists befor... » Continue Reading
for context I used to be like socially inept thattt honestly I cant think of any examples I JUST STRUGGLED TALKING TO PEOPLE ALOT IN GENERAL..anixety was a massive bitch and my paranoid anxious thoughts usually capped me before I even gave myself a chance to speak. 1. you think you may look like an idiot but I promise you there's a WAY more massive idiot out there. (ESPECIALLY if you're in schoo... » Continue Reading
BROOOOO IM SCREAMMINGGGG AGHHH my inner child is so happy and the choreo is really fun and fierce ESPECIALLY with the sharp nail visuals combined with the quick snappy movement it feels lik » Continue Reading
guys..its time to practice mindfulness! I think this is like the 4th fucking person this week ive dmed thanks for friending me! : ." in an effort to get them to talk to me like it's gett » Continue Reading
PSA: this was supposed to be a bulletin but I wanted to make sure everyone can hear what I got to say because im fucking petty and an attention whore..lmao. tw : mild trauma dumping ig, I just casually mention my issues no big deal lmao..π kidding. but just letting ya'll know π FUCKKK MANNN like guhh I already feel overwhelmed looking at ev » Continue Reading