nothing against everyone else I just..wanna meet more filipino people ESP MFS WHO CAN SPEAK MY DIALECT LIKE HELLOOOO its hard enough finding filipino people my age irl who can even speak something other than English BUT ITS USUAULLY Tagalog like FUCK I dont speak tagalog unfortunately bisdak foreverrrr 😝😝😝 didnt grow up hearing unless it was on the tv and we was watching show time in the 'pinas ... » Continue Reading
ive known it since seen the shows pilot and since hearing about vivzi's drama a while ago LIKE ive seen the pilot in 2019, I thought the concept was interesting but how its executed is just so UGHH ITS EMBRASSING and I CRINGE SO HARDDD like half this shit seems like smm I thought of in middle school or some shit I privately made up in c.ai just to fuck around or whtever BUT UGHHH honestly WHO IS ... » Continue Reading
does any trans fem boys like to imagine fully cis female characters as guys doing their own version of self expression to cope? like idk I relate to some magical or school girl characters protrayed in anime because they're so cutesy !!like in the way I am or wanna be sometimes or other times I look at total dumbasses like denji and I just envy them like I LOVE my favorite girl idol groups like New... » Continue Reading
guys I might've become a metal head im listening to holy war by thy art is murder I WENT DOWN A RABBIT HOLE after lsitneign to 3 days grace and I fell involve with THEMMM then started experimenting with bullets for my valentine and I was listening to SCREAMO I THINK?? then I wanted to epxierment with death..blakc metal? idk the difference but I lowkey like it I FINALLY GET WHAT BTICHES BE TALKIN... » Continue Reading
logically it doesnt make sense because im thinking of my one in Philippines but im in America BUT IM SO PARANOID ABOUT IT I dont fuck with ghosts I mean I THINK THEIR OKAY I dont actively seek em out NOR DO dislike em per say... IM JUST REALLY PARANOID ABOUT THINGS LIKE THAT LIKE I DOTN WANNA PISS OFF A GHOST AND BE HAUNTED ughhhh now I dont wanna lookok at a reflection in my mirror in fear of wh... » Continue Reading
for context I used to be like socially inept thattt honestly I cant think of any examples I JUST STRUGGLED TALKING TO PEOPLE ALOT IN GENERAL..anixety was a massive bitch and my paranoid anxious thoughts usually capped me before I even gave myself a chance to speak. 1. you think you may look like an idiot but I promise you there's a WAY more massive idiot out there. (ESPECIALLY if you're in schoo... » Continue Reading
BROOOOO IM SCREAMMINGGGG AGHHH my inner child is so happy and the choreo is really fun and fierce ESPECIALLY with the sharp nail visuals combined with the quick snappy movement it feels lik » Continue Reading
guys..its time to practice mindfulness! I think this is like the 4th fucking person this week ive dmed thanks for friending me! : ." in an effort to get them to talk to me like it's gett » Continue Reading
PSA: this was supposed to be a bulletin but I wanted to make sure everyone can hear what I got to say because im fucking petty and an attention whore..lmao. tw : mild trauma dumping ig, I just casually mention my issues no big deal lmao..😘 kidding. but just letting ya'll know 💋 FUCKKK MANNN like guhh I already feel overwhelmed looking at ev » Continue Reading
GIMME MY PROPS GIMME MY PROPS I discovered the pomorodoro method and ya boy is being productive!! tbh its not even just the method itself I just like the noise the second I heard the ticking noise ti was like all the radio adhd chatter in my brain went silent and I focus on what I wanna do what helped was that i shortly made a list of all the stuff I wanna do in order of priority and I realized w... » Continue Reading
(HERES just a compliation of a bunch of experiences I had recently) TW: mentions of religion and I guess soft politics but nothing too big. just very briefly. lots of cussing! LOTS. I guess im foul mouthed speaking from the head idk? ive been really contemplating posting this for a while. cuz it feels really dumb I get embarrassed eveyrtime I mention my gender. okay okay NOT just my gender I don... » Continue Reading