Elias

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"finalzing college stuff"

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this is gonna seem stupid, but can someone with aspd or bpd give me their 2 cents on my story?

Category: Writing and Poetry

also sorry that this is messily written I was kind of struggling to pull my thoughts together in a concise way edit 1: uhh I had intended for ai xia to have smm like bpd but im gonna leave her unlabelled for the time being and do some more research. thats the same with Stella, but having some feedback on what I have at the moment would be good too! the set up is two roommates who essentially are i... » Continue Reading

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GUYS WHERE ARE THE FILIPINO BADDIES ATTT I NEED FILIPINO FRIENDS

Category: Life

nothing against everyone else I just..wanna meet more filipino people ESP MFS WHO CAN SPEAK MY DIALECT LIKE HELLOOOO its hard enough finding filipino people my age irl who can even speak something other than English BUT ITS USUAULLY Tagalog like FUCK I dont speak tagalog unfortunately  bisdak foreverrrr 😝😝😝 didnt grow up hearing unless it was on the tv and we was watching show time in the  'pinas ... » Continue Reading

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rants of a trans fem guy

Category: Life

does any trans fem boys like to imagine fully cis female characters as guys doing their own version of self expression to cope? like idk I relate to some magical or school girl characters protrayed in anime because they're so cutesy !!like in the way I am or wanna be sometimes or other times I look at total dumbasses like denji and I just envy them like I LOVE my favorite girl idol groups like New... » Continue Reading

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I listen to metal to study

Category: Music

 guys I might've become a metal head  im listening to holy war by thy art is murder I WENT DOWN A RABBIT HOLE after lsitneign to 3 days grace and I fell involve with THEMMM then started experimenting with bullets for my valentine and I was listening to SCREAMO I THINK?? then I wanted to epxierment with death..blakc metal? idk the difference but I lowkey like it I FINALLY GET WHAT BTICHES BE TALKIN... » Continue Reading

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BRO CUZ WHY THE FUCK DID I GET A NIGHTMARE ABOUT MY OLD HOUSE BEING HAUNTED

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

logically it doesnt make sense because im thinking of my one in Philippines but im in America  BUT IM SO PARANOID ABOUT IT I dont fuck with ghosts I mean I THINK THEIR OKAY I dont actively seek em out NOR DO dislike em per say... IM JUST REALLY PARANOID ABOUT THINGS LIKE THAT LIKE I DOTN WANNA PISS OFF A GHOST AND BE HAUNTED ughhhh now I dont wanna lookok at a reflection in my mirror in fear of wh... » Continue Reading

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tips on how to be confident by a former nerdy 'weird' kid with crippling social anxiety

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

for context I used to be like socially inept thattt honestly I cant think of any examples I JUST STRUGGLED TALKING TO PEOPLE ALOT IN GENERAL..anixety was a massive bitch and my paranoid anxious thoughts usually capped me before I even gave myself a chance to speak. 1. you think you may look like an idiot but I promise you there's a WAY more massive idiot out there.   (ESPECIALLY if you're in schoo... » Continue Reading

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KATSEYE'S NEW VIDEO w/MONSTER HIGHHH

Category: Music

BROOOOO IM SCREAMMINGGGG AGHHH my inner child is so happy and the choreo is really fun and fierce ESPECIALLY with the sharp nail visuals combined with the quick snappy movement it feels lik » Continue Reading

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I also liked this bulletin

Category: Life

guys..its time to practice mindfulness! I think this is like the 4th fucking person this week ive dmed thanks for friending me! : ."  in an effort to get them to talk to me like it's gett » Continue Reading

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TW for .. this ->bitch why the fuck did I see a blog about a 14 yr sleeping with a 21 yr old

Category: Life

PSA: this was supposed to be a bulletin but I wanted to make sure everyone can hear what I got to say because im fucking petty and an attention whore..lmao.  tw : mild trauma dumping ig, I just casually mention my issues no big deal lmao..😘 kidding.  but just letting ya'll know 💋  FUCKKK MANNN like guhh I already feel overwhelmed looking at ev » Continue Reading

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ya'll. I cleaned my bathroom.

Category: Life

GIMME MY PROPS GIMME MY PROPS I discovered the pomorodoro method and ya boy is being productive!! tbh its not even just the method itself  I just like the noise the second I heard the ticking noise ti was like all the radio adhd chatter in my brain went silent and I focus on what I wanna do what helped was that i shortly made a list of all the stuff I wanna do in order of priority and I realized w... » Continue Reading

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saved this glorious bulletin

Category: Life

(PSA: mind you this may be many peoples's  first impression of me. but I frankly dont gaf lmao) » Continue Reading

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being a small anxious creator sigh..

Category: Life

I don even know. im just gonna vomit the last reimmenamts of my feelings I feel..like a diqssapoment almost? like..I have big dreams, a lot of big dreams. im a very ambitious person, and I tend to keep my high hopes so high I don't realize how astronomical they can be, or..I might set goals but I don't stick to them  like..this is gonna sound embarrassing but im a YouTuber, or..sm idk. im an artis... » Continue Reading

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