Blog ~ Diary I don't believe in God. 5/8/25 I don't believe in God. I grew up in a household where religion was split on the fence. On one side I would go to church and sit playing on my grandmothers phone for 4 hours, listening to our black pastor spray words that were forced upon our ancestors. Sweating down the tears of those before us who were forced to recite, believe, breathe in a religion t... » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary Just like the movies. 7/24/25 This covers fairly sensitive content about my fears of abandonment through the eyes of a 15 year old. Yesterday I took it upon myself to do something different. Meet new people. OF COURSE with my friends along with way to come and embark on this experience with me we decided to go see a musical! HELLS KITCHEN! It was..interesting.. it had great songs bu... » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary Labels. 7/12/25 *Pretend that I'm like the murderer in a true crime documentary and I like sit down and the vibe is all like "omg its him" kinda vibe okay? Let's get into it!!* Hello. It's been 2 months since I made an » Continue Reading
6/15/25 Running. Blog ~ Diary (The inside of my mind for the past few years.) WARNING: This might not make sense . This is simply how my brain writes now. I've been running from everything. My responsibility, my reality, my home. And for the longest time I don't think I've ever stopped running. I don't think I've ran as far as I can go away to get from my problems. I don't think I can run away fro... » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary The friendship Contract. 5/11/25 The friendship contract. The invisible contract every person signs before they become more than strangers but less as friends. The glue that binds another persons life with good and bad. The ability to form a miracle or a life sentence. I'LL STOP BEING DRAMATIC NOW!! Although its way more fun that way... KIDDING! (not kidding) Friendship is a lot for ... » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary First is the worst!! Second is (draining) the best! 5/4/25 MAY THE FOURTH BE WITH YOU ALL!! I haven't posted since April fools..holy. This topic today is by far the rawest material I've published so far so hopefully It's not too much that I don't want it to be. It's more or so me jotting down my thoughts then my USUAL structured blogs. Without further ado lets get into it. A lot has ... » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary Is love temporary? Or meaningfully omnipresent? 4/1/25 - APRIL FOOLS!! Bit of a late post I know but I kind of just been in a grey area of deciding what's worth talking about and what isn't (and was enjoying my lovely weekend). I've gotten TON of support from various people about my blogs and it makes me SOOOOOOO happy people are reading them!! Anyways let's get into todays yap sess... » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary High-School Relationships ! 3/26/25 Sorry about being absent the last day I was on a plane back to my home city and I was SUPER tired. Anywhoot! Today's topic is "High-School Relationships" but specifically 9th grade relationships. So some of the stuff I'm going » Continue Reading
Blog ~ Diary Toxic Traits ! 3/25/25 (technically 3/24/25) So as I stated last blog about like you know the whole ready for a change thing.. that ain’t gonna happen ANY time soon. So the “opportunity” I mentioned that was a good f it for me and was gonna be a “big step for me” or whatever I said has p » Continue Reading