"composing new music"
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Category: Music
im kinda embarassed to be sharing this but hey!! its my blog i do what i want!!! im a transmasc artist who occasionally records music - im not an expert at mixing yet and im saving up for a higher quality mic, but i like making beats and saying stuff over it lolol i had time lately mostly to keep myself from going insane and i made some new tracks » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i think ive been thinking too hard about my writing lately. while i do one day hope to be a published author, i dont exactly have any deadlines to commit to at the moment; i have a good amount of stories i want to share and write, and no agency to submit them to or comply with. and with how overwhelming my life has been lately ... its really for the best im not going to push myself and beat myself... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
it's been a while since we last spoke. it's been almost a year, actually. how are things? how's your sister going? is she doing better in school? she always reminded me so much of you. i hope you love her as much as i love you. how is playing the drums going? have you found other people to jam with? do they also play bad omens and hozier like we used to? i saw you got into architecture school. i a... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
it's been my dream since a little kid to visit the bone chapel. it sounds a little morbid, right? i was a pretty morbid kid. i was also - and still am - autistic, if that explains anything. in my head, there wasn't anything cooler than a chapel filled wit » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
o maior inimigo do pensador é o pensamento - the thinker's greatest enemy is thought » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
from last week's date. coffee for me, lemonade for them talking shit about people we both despise laughing over sweet snacks and letting the sunset drive us home » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
| originally written on: 6/2/25 . mature content! | somehow the shame melts away from me with the sweat as the rope settles on my skin and my fingers are smooth and easy inside of you, and i feel no shame when i lick them clean. i dont taste shame. i taste you. and somehow the shame melts away when i give in to you. i have no space to think when my thoughts are all occupied by you. my f » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
|| originally written on: 21/11/2024, modified on 23/1/2025 || I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I still remember the curve of your cheek and the shade of your lipstick, faded from the riverside breeze. the museum I said I'd take you to, and the downtown walks dressed like two dolls, porcelain hands clasping each other. "to stay warm. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
|| originally written on: 20/9/2024, mature content! || and God forgive me, but the things I would do if I was granted initiative over that man are the stuff of nightmares to any devout fellow. our wedding night would be a symphony of desire, a crescendo of lust and bloodletting that would make any angel turn its face from us, and God I have never been a pious man, my entire nature is against that... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
birds of a feather, met in stormy weather thick and thin together, couldn't find nobody better, even if you tried baby girl we memorised the stars in the sky where someday we'd jump up and take flight sail across the galaxy until the earth fades from sight, you promised me we'd stay together, i'm stronger by your side and you said that no one understood you, loved you like i did, so tell me why, w... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
|| originally written on: 18/7/2024 . mature content! || i want to stay here all night. touch me slowly, sanctify me, don't rush me. be patient with me, sweet angel, don't rush me . time for worship is short and far between. let me stay here, as long as we can. encase me in gold and feathers and let me stay here. i need to feel you, i need to feel my sins recede. i need to let it out i » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
|| originally written on: 16/7/2024 , mature content! || sex so good it makes you realise maybe god isn't some unkowable force in the world, maybe god is the way you touch me and the way you linger a little too long on my neck. and maybe angels don't really sing, maybe it sounds more like the » Continue Reading
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