scrapped song lyrics: unnamed ode to maria

birds of a feather, met in stormy weather

thick and thin together, couldn't find nobody better, even if you tried

baby girl we memorised the stars in the sky

where someday we'd jump up and take flight

sail across the galaxy until the earth fades from sight,

you promised me we'd stay together, i'm stronger by your side

and you said that no one understood you, loved you like i did,

so tell me why, when we built that spaceship, you cancelled our trip?

and i promise ill get better,

if you just wait up for me

you said you'd keep me company,

we got the whole world at our feet

but you traded me for a careless comfort, a temporary high

but as the stars still shine on in the sky,

when i die you'll still be mine

like a sister, like a daughter,

i'd protect you with all i have, my soul is yours

your name is etched into the deepest of my scars,

and i pray you'll come back in one piece, that you'll be safe and sound,

if this is all a lie to help me sleep, don't wake me up this time

you left before i even noticed anything,

you locked the door with no eviction notice on your heart,

and so, confused and all alone, imagine my face when i saw you

alone with her

do none of our memories mean anything,

or are you too scared to remember?

i understand, you dont wanna talk, but since this last december

i see your face in every firework, exploding golden light,

you took the train to the last station, always leaving me behind