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15, slytherin, daughter of the night, winter girl
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Category: Blogging
i watch pretty little liars and i catch myself with a painful feeling. i see the hanna, spencer, emily, aria... and they're so united, it's so beautiful. my mom always says this, that their friendship is rare and gorgeous and each time she says that i feel a part of me dies a little more. i never felt that way. i had a lot of friends when i was a kid and we made promises of exploring the world tog... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
It's like there was an anchor in my ankle. I move one foot forward and when i finally feel i'm moving the other, only to find out i'm being dragged down more and more. I have the knife to cut that string that ties the anchor to my ankle, i get it close enough to cut it off and get myself free, i make the movement of sawing it but i put no strength to it. I keep sawing it but never cutting it off.... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
wow... i blinked and six months passed without me even checking this blog, time's going crazy, huh? it's 2025 and we're already in may, it's so surreal!! i feel like it was yesterday we were celebrating new year's day and now we're almost half way of the year. i confess it's kinda scary to think how fast time is ticking and that 2015 was 10 years ago! i mean... it doesn't feel right, yknow? the m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It's october and the feeling of end of the year is kicking in. My mind is in a conflict cuz same time my family and i are already talking about christmas, i feel december is so far?? I feel october will "seep away like a bottle of wine" lol, i think when we blink our eyes it'll be mid november and we'll already have our xmas decorations on and we'll be chatting about how it'll be our new year's ev... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
soo reading some entries on the supernatural section i was remembering how i've seen so many weird things in the sky... which reminded of the night got so shocked i woke up my mother and she seemed scared which is rare... i think it was past 2am (if not, already 3am) when i was on my laptop which stays on my desk table besides my balcony so i can see the sky cuz of the glass door. I looked out and... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
oh, god... i think i've been journaling this for so long, to be honest i've been feeling with this even before i knew what journaling our feelings meant. Like i don't belong here. Since i was kid i've been dealing with this, being laughed at and called naïve when speaking about other realities, about and if magic existed out there in the world... honestly? sounds crazy, i know. But this is MY blog... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i'm scary. scary cuz it's been a long time i haven't felt true happiness. a long time things don't excite me anymore, and this... god this is so dangerous! because if you can't find any happiness in you, the things you do... what are you living for? slowly the suicidal jokes are turning into non-jokes... but my future is so bright, isn't it? i'm just a brat and cry baby, right? RIGHT?! so why does... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
soo... my first blog here couldn't start different from a hopeless romantic, right? there is this hot gatekeeper in my building and he only comes to cover other's vacancies, he stayed here 1 month-ish and i didn't know w hen he'd be back again ... surprising, he's here tonight!! im so excited, he's so funny and hot and i look like a fool next to him lol last time we saw he came and hugged me cuz w... » Continue Reading
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