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2000 year old vampire. poet, philosopher and failure.
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Category: Life
Hi, i'm Danny im 20 yrs old i live in canada blah blah blah who cares lets get to the real shit (probably not) fun facts: i used to be a dancer for like half of my life and i would have had a career in it but dropped out bc escpecially in my small ass town the studio was not a safe place for me to be a queer (lmao rip) an OG phan kid since i was like 11 yrs old i think?? the only tour i havent be... » Continue Reading
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ive been noticing recently that no matter where i go i always have this strong feeling that its just not where i'm supposed to be. ill sit in a room full of people i love and realise some way, somehow, that i just dont belong there anymore. and so i'll reach out another direction, and it turns out i dont belong there either. in fact maybe less so. my chest feels empty everywhere i go. im trying to... » Continue Reading
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sometimes i worry i'm not investing enough time into my relationship with my cat. i sat with him today while he ate. i noticed a painting on the wall i've never seen before. where have i been. between the head injuries and all the drinking, and all the things in my life cascading down around me i'm finding it hard to feel anything at all these days. my soul is pushing on my ribs trying to get out,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i have a book ive been carrying around for the last few years. ive worked through a lot of stuff in that book since i got it- theres a lot i could say about that. but theres a pocket in the back of it that ive stuffed a lot of random paper in, wether it were ideas to expand on or just little thoughts and poems that ended up being loose out of the book idk. i felt like sharing a few things i just ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
i finally got a tattoo machine for practice after years of saying i never would. i was right. this shit is fucking ridiculous and should not be available to the public for recreational use. granted im of course starting on the fake skin and dont plan on straying off from it anytime soon but holy shit. ive been doing stick n pokes for years now. ive done some close to blackout drunk that look like ... » Continue Reading
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tw for ed shit, possibly other stuff its been a minute since i updated. everything is pretty fucking nuts right now. i spent the last three days straight basically just in bed, or drinking,, or both. ive finally hit burnout i think. its been like over a month straight of doing everything nonstop and everyone else around me is just falling apart. i tend to be the friend that people tell everything ... » Continue Reading
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its not quite doom but i feel a strong presence of change around the corner, like its crawling up my throat and sitting behind my eyes. it dosnt feel neccessarily bad, but its definetly making me nervous. i guess thats it. thats kinda the whole post. things are about to change, hell they already have. re: my blog post from the other day, about feeling like life just started a whole different spin... » Continue Reading
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reporting to you live from my new work!! hiring process was so funny, i was so anxious yesterday and for almost nothing. gonna take me a minute to get my bearings but so far its already better fit for me than i imagined. i didnt even expect to be in today, i was in my buddys work today with now our manager trying to help set up the new shop theyre opening, 10 mins in he gets off the phone and says... » Continue Reading
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my friends and i often reffer to phases in our life like different episodes or seasons as if we were in a tv show. recently on the same day me and one of said friends had the same realisation that it felt like we were starting a new tv show all together. my other buddy is opening up a game shop in town, ive spent the last three days so far helping set everything up, painting display cases, mounti... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i hate myself in front of everyone. even those who love me, who see nothing wrong. i can never seem to get all the way out of my head, to stop judging myself through their eyes, i cant look at myself. i cant hear myself speak without wanting to fold into myself, i wish i could make myself small enough to finally be bareable. and one day he comes back, and its all just like before. the vibrations i... » Continue Reading
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